Maybe if it wasn't you ...
I would have never lived
Keeping a track of every little we did in the past including the last minute of our breath.
Now we both are somewhere, enlightened by peace, divided by souls.
Hoping to meet in another life of our trolls
My heart is at rest, still beating for you.
Not wanting to leave this mate of yours.
I remind myself i'm strong
But maybe I sleep crying.
I'm acting like nothing is wrong,
But maybe I'm just good at lying.
Seeing you with someone else, breaks my heart
But I still find a way to see how happy you are.
All the pain I had in life has now vanished by just one step of mine.
Now i'm somewhere far away
You can only reach me after your time ends.
Only if god wills
I hope she is giving you the happiness I couldn't.
And now my eyes stare at you with some percent of love in it.
It's been quite a long time
I haven't heard my name from yours
I think you have forgotten me. maybe not?
I deleted all the platforms we both were on
Just to escape the reality
Which lives long lasted in my dreams
Night after night
Pills after pills
Tear after tear
Nothing was left just me lying on the floor unconscious
Only if you had noticed me
I would be smiling at you from present
Not from above.
