The punishment

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AGASTYA'S POV
I woke up from a terrible headache. When I got up, the room was so messy, all things are not in their place, the lights were thrown on the floor and, and yuvika, I glanced at yuvika and she was naked? She had marks and hickeys around her neck, shoulder and her collarbone area.
What have I done?? Did I??? Fucking hell no.. How could I, with my own wife???? Did I lose control on myself??? Fuck how could I??? I.. I... Shit no no no..
With all courage I called out yuvika,

"Yuvika, yuvika wake up." she stirred in her sleep then slowly got up while covering her body. I could feel the fear and anxiety she had in her eyes.
"Yuvika, i- before I could complete she jerked my hand. "Please don't come near me. I.. I... Saying that she wrapped the duvey and went inside the bathroom.
How could I blame her for this? Her actions are justified, if it would be any other girl, she would've slapped me till now. I had promised her father to keep her safe and happy, but now she hates me, she won't feel safe around me, what have I done. I being a man, couldn't control myself. Even if I didn't go beyond limits, but touching a woman without her permission is still a crime. And now I'm a criminal, even though yuvika won't punish me, I will, I will punish myself for the sin I did and I'll ask forgiveness to lord.
Soon she came out of the bathroom, the marks still visible on her body.
"Yuvika, can we please talk? I wanted to talk-"
"No, I don't want to talk anymore. I.. I.. Need time please aap, aapp mere pass mat ayega"
those words were enough to understand that I broke her. Someone who came to cherish my life, I ruined hers itself. How could I do that!?

TWO DAYS LATER

For two days we didn't talk. I decided not to go home because seeing her in that way, made me feel guilty. I couldn't even meet my own eyes in the mirror. Even she didn't call or text me, Ofcourse why will she!? Do I deserve her care, no absolutely not.
Great Agastya, you have again failed as a Husband but this time I have failed as a man too.

AUTHOR'S POV

That morning, agastya was engrossed in these thoughts when he heard a knock on the door. It was yuvika, her eyes were red, puffy and face looked pale.

"Suniye, aap Nashta karne aajaiye", she asked peepingly thorough the glass door of the dressing room. Agastya heard her voice and felt a kind of relief but then the guilt inside him made him decide to not be near her and now now even see her. Because that's the best way, she can be happy and not feel any kind it pain or suffering.
"Suniye?- ", "I don't want to eat anything yuvika , please leave and please.. you eat your breakfast and umm don't.. Don't wait for me at night.. " his voice sounded low but thats all he could do and it for no one but Yuvika. Saying that he left the mansion without eating. Yuvika was left confused. There was so much happening that she had no words. How could she speak to him normally, she was broken from inside. The fear of a loveless marriage already made her shiver, but now things are being more worse than imagined. Whatever agastya did was when he was drunk. But what if he does the same thing when sober? And goes beyond his limit? How will she stop him? These things and questions were running in her mind continuously. In the midst of her thinking, Ragini, her mother-in-law came towards her, "Yuvika? I want to talk to you, please come to my room."
"Oh, ok mummyji I'll be there in a minute" yuvika left her thoughts in between and went to meet Ragini.
"yes mummyji, Apko kuch chaiye kya?"
"No, kuch nhi chaiye. It's just parso Bhai Dooj hai so your sister, I mean Arohi wants you to go to her house. So I recommend you go today itself, because there's a custom in our house that after two weeks of marriage the daughter-in-law goes to her house to stay for a week. So what's the better time than this, go to your sister's house and return after a week. That way you can enjoy the festival as well as our ritual too. OK?"
Yuvika was left in a deep thought again because she hadn't heard of any ritual like that but she couldn't say anything and simply nodded.
"Pack your bags and I'll tell the driver to take you there."
"Mummyji please inform him as well."
"ok. I will now you go"
After yuvika left her room, Ragini sighed and called agastya
"hello, agastya she's going to her home for a week. But beta care to explain me why did u ask me to do that? "
"Mom, please don't ask anything to me. Thanku for doing my work, "saying that he hunged up on her.

Flashback : morning

"Mom, mom where are you?"

"I'm here agastya, kya hua?" Ragini looked worried

"Mom, don't ask me any questions, just do this one thing for me. Send Yuvika to her house for Atleast a week, use any tactics or any other thing but please send her away from me ok. Will u do that for me?"

Ragini's eye widened in surprise, "what do you mean by send her away from you? What did she do?"

" Not she mom, it's me, I'm at fault and I want her to stay away from me. Do this last thing for me Mom." without hearing her words he left.

Flashback ended

Present moment

AGASTYA'S POV

I know this was wrong, but this is the only way I can punish myself and that is by being away from her. She doesn't deserve a man like me, a monster like me. She should hate me, but idk why she's not. This is the only way she will be happy and a girl like her deserves love and not a man like me, who tried to take advantage of her.
Thinking of that, I called one of my men
"Hello, yes it's me agastya. I want you to arrange a dark room for me. Yes the room I use for.. Umm you know."

It's punishment time, Agastya Raichand.

YUVIKA'S POV

I don't know why but I don't have a good feeling towards mummyji ritual. I haven't heard of it in my whole life. Along with those thoughts, I began to pack my clothes. I tried to call him but he didn't pick up my call. Is this the last time in this mansion? What if he never talks to me? This feeling, to whom should I share this. This is such a private matter. But no, I won't be foolish, it's better I'll stay at mom's house for a week, he... He.... Sexually assaulted by me.. This is not acceptable, until and unless I get an apology from him I won't return in this house. Even though I'm his chosen bride but that doesn't give him the rights to use me or assault me this way. I, I will not call or text him, enough is enough. At first he's at fault and now he's showing attitude. Never in my life, I have let anyone walk on me, and I won't let him do it too.
Even if my marriage ends, but without a proper apology, I won't return to this mansion.

"Mummy ji, I'm leaving for Arohi Di's house and from there I'll go to mine."
"Ok beta, take care of yourself and go safely and enjoy."
I touched her feet and left for my house. But somehow there was some sort of confusion or something in mummyji's face. But I couldn't ask her and went with many questions in my head.

AUTHOR'S POV
Yuvika went to her sister's house and in other side, Agastya locked himself in a dark room which he usually used for criminals and mostly to torture bad men.

"Boss why do u want to stay here? It's not a good place, it's for criminals and for us to torture them" his bodyguard shahin asked him with pity on his face
"I am, I deserve this shahin, you might not know but I have done a crime. I.. Did worse than a criminal. Now listen to me carefully, I'll wear a mask and you call our men and ask them to torture me the way they tortured the criminals ,OK?" agastya was breathing heavily and sounded like a psyco
"Boss, are you sure. I, this is not the best choice"his bodyguard sounded hesitant
"You are supposed to listen to me and not question me you bastard. Go call the men and don't you dare tell them that it's me." Agastya's words echoed in the dark room, his orders crisp and clear.

The only thing left was the Punishment he craved for now, and whatever he wants, he gets and right now He wants What he deserved and desired and that was PUNISHMENT FOR HIS SINS.

AUTHOR'S NOTE
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