The Missing Princess

11.It Hurts Too Much:1

{Livia Rossi}

=Nightmare=

⚠️Trigger warning: severe abuse,type of rape but not, drowning ⚠️

I wake up, in my room like I always do ,as I look around I feel the need to hide or to just get out of the house as fast as possible,and yet I'm stuck...
Paralyzed not moving at all

Until a loud bang or crash happens down stairs,as I flinch at the sound , I ignore it like I always do ,like I've been doing for the 14 years of my God awful life

I shower and do my usual essentials,like always I put some clothes on and head down stairs to start breakfast, otherwise I'd get a beating

Ignore what I said,I get a beating anyway,no matter what I did or what I said I would always be as broken and as depressed as always,I had finished breakfast and waited for Mr and Mrs Anderson to wake up

As I stood in the small corner of the kitchen,I heard loud footsteps coming down the stairs,I saw him walking in and my stepdad and mother followed

He was still here ,why?great he probably wants another session with me , a session of pure torture,pure weakness,pure disgust,pure i feel like dying on the spot

"Hi kitten did you miss me already"no you freak ,you pervert, you pedophile ,I want to run away from you not to you

"Answer the damn question girl"My stepdad said "No"i answer Mr ,lets RAPE a 14 year old Shall we

"You fucking WHORE!"He grabber my arm and took me towards the basement down stairs , no no no no PLEASE God. No don't make him do this to me Please...

As he took me down there he threw me ok the stool covered with blood and who no's what else ,he strapped my legs and my arms as he also strapped my head back ,I screamed at him begged him to let me go

But he just laughed and said he 'loved when I beg,it turns him on' he then walked to a table in the corner,and took a syringe filled with some type of drug
He then came closer to me,while my eyes widened,he then stuck in my arm and I squirmed around scared at what he was about to do

" Pls ,pls don't I promise I'll be good ,pls pls,I promise just don't do it not again" I screamed and he just smirked ,I started feeling dizzy and my vision was going blurry the last thing i saw was him unbuckling his pants and i was out

I woke up with a sting in between my legs and I winced, I was still strapped to the chair and saw him sitting in the corner of the table while his on his phone,that motherfucker,he saw I was awake and smirked

"Oh good your awake kitten, let's have some more fun shall we?"i was on the verge of crying,when can this pain end ,when can i just have a normal peaceful FUCKING life

He then took a knife from the table and stalked towards me as he pulled down my panties which i only realised now that I dont have pants on ,shit what did he do to me

Then he took the knife and stabbed my stomach in my womb area

He cut and sliced it there 13× and then he untied me and I fell limp from the pain,he picked me up and took me to my bed-room in my bath-room filled the bathtub with HOT water not once opening the cold water

He took my now bloody shoes off ,and my sports bar as he threw me into the bathtub as I squirmed and screamed in pain as I felt the burn of the now fresh wounds meeting boiling hot water