Rent Boy | Hyunlix

Life, like it is so

I pushed open the heavy doors, stepping into the room with an air of purpose. The crowd's murmurs turned to hushed whispers as they watched me enter, the tension palpable in the air.

With one arm outstretched, I made my way to Minho, while the other securely cradled Felix's body against mine. Minho's eyes flickered with recognition, and without a word, he tossed me the keys. His smile was a knowing one as I pushed past the onlookers, the doors swinging open to reveal the private room beyond.

The blackened room, dimly lit and shadowed, seemed almost to breathe with a dark, heavy energy. I locked the doors behind us, the click of the latch echoing in the quiet.

I led Felix to the bed that dominated the room, its dark, sumptuous fabric contrasting with the harsh light filtering through the thin curtains. Without hesitation, I pressed him down onto the bed, capturing his lips in a fervent kiss. Time felt suspended, each second stretching into eternity as I immersed myself in the moment, consumed by the need that had been building inside me.

Our kiss was a desperate, hungry exchange. Felix's small hands clung to me, his touch both demanding and tender. He bit my lower lip, his passion evident in the intensity of his bite, as if he needed me more than I needed him.

"Hyunjin, hold me, please," he whispered, his voice trembling with an edge of vulnerability that cut through the haze of desire.

"I'm here, baby," I murmured back, my voice rough but resolute. The words felt clumsy, my throat ached, but I hoped he could sense the depth of my promise.

I pulled his clothes away with impatient hands, the fabric falling to the floor as I gazed at him, his legs spread open, revealing the vulnerability and desire that lay beneath. The sight of him, his eyes filled with pure lust and longing, ignited a fire within me that I could no longer contain.

A smirk curled on my lips as I met his gaze, my own eyes reflecting the intense hunger that mirrored his.

It was hard to hold myself as I pushed the fingers inside covering with his own salvia them.

He was begging for more and I added one more making him loud even more, I liked his sounding, it was a pure music to me.

I was missing him deeply so much, it was the hard thing to confess to myself.

I pushed the pants down entering him at once, it was animalistic sex for sure, I couldn't hold inside what happened to me as I signed myself on his mercy.

His loud moans as I slammed inside of him pushing the furthest I could as I pushed him over placing on his four as the other small inside made him roll his eyes his hands were in my possession right now.

His mouth never shut, he better not.

"Shit."

I said going harder inside as I pulled him over again making him sit on me as he kissed me again sucking my mouth.

His harsh hands were touching me desperately as if the baby looking for mother's milk.

He was needy as well as I.

I felt his heat wave going up as I threw him on the bed as my body lower myself as I wend down on him ducking him harder as his fingers lost in my hair grabbing on it harder.

"Hyunjin, stop...I am going to....shit..."

He screamed ending inside of my mouth as I took it well going up to his face as I jerked myself of releasing on his face as his tired look was showing. His big eyes were watching every single pump I did as our eyes were glued to each other. His pretty face was covered in my print as the hard breathing was just making him instantly trying to catch up the breath. I fell near him realising what we did right now.

I pulled the box with tissues as I cleaned him up, his gorgeous features as he rolled closer to me hiding in my chest again.

I could feel my heart running away again.

He was dishonest to me, his feelings were always a question to me, it was hard for me to understand him, he wanted me but he wanted this life. The sadness returned back and the reality hit at once.

I pulled myself together, searching for my clothes in the dim light. Felix's eyes, wide with fear, followed my every move.

"Please, stay with me," he pleaded, his voice trembling.

I shook my head, struggling to distance myself from the overwhelming emotions. "No, don't go," he cried, desperately grabbing at my t-shirt as I zipped up my pants.

"Isn't this what you wanted?" I whispered, my voice laced with regret. His face was streaked with tears, and he fell to the floor, clutching my shirt as if it were his lifeline.

"Don't become like him," he whimpered, his voice breaking. "I ruined everything, didn't I?"

I knelt beside him, lifting him gently and placing him on the bed. I pulled my shirt over him, trying to shield him from the cold, as he lay there in that degrading outfit. I wrapped my arms around him, my touch a rare moment of tenderness amidst the chaos.

"I can't help you anymore, Felix. You don't want this, and I finally understand that," I murmured, my voice soft yet resolute.

His sobs grew louder, his eyes reddening with pain. "I... I don't know how things could be different," he stammered. "I've always been trapped in that house. When I tried to escape, they almost caught me. It was horrifying. So, I came back. I couldn't find you, and they told me you were dead. What am I supposed to do?"

I pulled him closer, my heart aching for him. I whispered into his ear, "You need to know what you want, because I can't bear to see you being mistreated by those men. I lost hope a long time ago, and I don't know what's still keeping me here, but this is your last chance. Tell me your true feelings."

My throat tightened as I spoke, the words coming with difficulty. It was the longest I had talked since the accident.

Felix's gaze was lost and vulnerable, his eyes searching mine as he swallowed hard. "I'm afraid to admit it," he confessed, his voice barely a whisper. "I never thought anyone would truly care for me. You were the only one who came after I lost everything. It's hard for me to trust, but I want you. I want you to take me every night. It was the first thing I thought when I saw you. I feel it every time I see you, Hyunjin. Please, take me, if it's not too late."

And that was the last time I saw Felix alive. It was the final conversation we would ever have.