𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐦𝐞 | 𝐂𝐡𝐨𝐢 𝐁𝐞𝐨𝐦𝐠𝐲𝐮 𝐟𝐟

Chapter 7

The new day has shortly begun and I was already on the way to the devils' world.

The way I left things yesterday left a bitter taste in my mouth.

Even if Beomgyu didn't want to be one of my friends anymore, I still wanted at least to talk to him and just set things straight.

I didn't like all this back and forth that we had.

If we wanted nothing to have with me he needed to be clear about it.

"Y/n! thank god you're already here!" my friend said in a rush

"Why? what's with the hurry? and where's everyone?"

"Too many questions all at once" she answered laughing

"Yeah sorry I'm just confused"

"To answer all of them, the txt boys invited us to see their rehearsals today"

"Oh that's great I guess" I said a bit perplexed.

Could I have a chance to speak with Beomgyu?

"Yeah it will be fun you'll see"

As she said that we started flying towards the place where they were rehearsing.

Thankfully it wasn't too far from the house and in about 20 minutes we arrived at our destination.

"Hi everyone! we're here!" we greeted everyone.

I couldn't help noticing how Beomgyu didn't even spare us a glance and kept his gaze focused on his electric guitar.

Him not even being mature enough to do something as simple as greeting me hurt.

I was also quick to notice that his allegedly new girlfriend was in the room with us.

My mood went down really quickly and I just spent the day sitting in a corner and listening to them rehearsing their songs.

I couldn't concentrate much on what they were singing, but my gaze was definitely focused on Beomgyu's reflection in the mirror.

He was a devil but his face surely had soft traits.

It's almost as if he was born to be cherished and loved, not to be the perpetrator of bad deeds.

When concentrating his lips parted softly and he frowned a little.

He just looked so cute with his hair framing his face perfectly.

Lost in my thoughts I didn't even notice that the boys stop playing and were taking a break.

What I sure noticed was Beomgyu exiting the room while saying that he was going to grab a new plectrum.

Soon after I also excused myself saying that I had to go to the bathroom.

With that excuse I started looking everywhere for Beomgyu, this was my only occasion to face him.

When I finally saw him in on the upstairs rooms, I entered hurriedly and closed the door behind me.

Hearing the closing door's sound he turned around and was visibly startled seeing that it was me.

"What are you doing here?" he started with a distant tone

"I came because we need to talk" I said while trying to look as confident as possible.

I'm not going to lie, being there with him and his attitude made me feel a bit intimidated.

"Talk about what? I don't have anything to talk about with you" he spat

"Slow down here Beomgyu" I began trying to keep my composure

"You behaviour is misleading me. First you act all cold and rude and I think that maybe you don't want anything to do with me. Then you come to my house and act all sweet and caring and I start thinking that maybe we were on good terms. After that you suddenly go back to square one and treat me as a doormat. I can't play this game. Either you want to be my friends or not, no in between"

I finshed saying all that and I suddenly felt more free.

At some point, while talking, my gaze pointed to the ground and only now I was able to look at him.

He was silent and look like he didn't want to be there.

Maybe I did all in vain and he really didn't care about me at all.

"I get it you do not care about me, it's okay I guess" I began while trying to hold my tears in "but then why didn't you come to my house considering all the risks? why did you share your thoughts with me? why did you make me believe that this could be something? it's not fair Beomgyu. It truly is not fair and then I get here and suddely you have a girlfriend and you're not even spearing me a glare, I-"

"Do you think it's easy for me?" he semi shouted

I was silent. His sudden answer shocked me.

His gaze was also low, but when he finally raised his head his eyes were blood shot.

"Do you think that for me ignoring you is easy?" he said looking straight into my eyes

"I've felt that connection ever since I first saw you strolling down the street that day and I hated it. I hated the way it made me feel weak near you and vulnerable. Ignoring you is the only way I can feel I have myself in control"

Something shifted in the air and the tension between us was palpable.

"What are you implying Beomgyu?"

He started coming closer and in seconds our lips merged together in a hungry kiss.

In that moment the burning pain that we felt didn't even matter, just our lips together made sense.

But when I gained a bit of conscience, I broke the kiss while moving back.

"This is wrong, you're confusing me. You have a girlfriend you shouldn't be out here kissing me"

Near his lips a heart shaped mark appeared.

"I'm just as confused as you are. We are not supposed to be togheter, see? everytime we touch a new mark appears on our skin. We are not compatibile, please leave"

"You're right we are not compatibile, I just thought that maybe you were ready to risk it as I am. For...us" I semi whispered the last two words and I left in a hurry the room.

When I went back to where everyone was I said that I had something to do and left without further explanation.

What happened with Beomgyu left me turbated. He kissed me first and then asked me to leave saying that we are not compatible.

Make peace with yourself Beomgyu.

That opened my eyes and made me understand that he was not ready to risk everything and try to work whatever was going on between us.

I was the only one on board with that.

The only one.

Author's pov
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