♠︎ Club ♠︎ (Complete)

♤♠︎Chapter 18 ♧♣︎

Authors note:

Shit is going to get confusing with flashback chapters and current-day chapters happening every Wednesday

I hope you enjoy it and if you have any questions just ask ♡

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Wolf Den- November 2023
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" It's getting a little pathetic... don't you think?" Chan could hear Leeknow's voice behind his big wooden doors.
A slight light intruded Chan's safe dark room. As he cracked open his eyes, he saw a concerned Han looking back at him, Han shook his head a little and shut the door again.

" I think I know what to do," Han says, after a good minute Chan couldn't hear them anymore so he decided to curl up more into his bed and push his face into his pillow, his pillow case probably needed to be cleaned since he had been in bed crying for a week... at least he thinks it's been a week.

Jeongin would periodically come into his room and bring him food so he wouldn't starve, but Chan hardly ate lately. He hardly did anything besides sleep and cry and sleep again.

There were plenty of intrugens in this safe place but he never left his bed even when Hyunjin changed his clothes and tried to shower him but he was mainly dead weight at that point and Hyunjin gave up on him.

His thoughts blended together when he couldn't think of anything else, so of course, a flash of Felix's smiles ran through his head, and tears started to prick his eyes.

'I can't do this anymore... I can't rot in this bed and hope he comes back.'

Chan forced his stiff muscles to pick him up and walk to his bathroom. He turned on the bathroom light and cringed as he looked in the mirror.

His eyes were bloodshot and crusty from his tears. He sighed and went to turn on his show.

'How pathetic can I be?'

'Was I even in love?'

He contemplated this as his back muscles relaxed in the hot shower, as he shampooed his hair the first time they had sex flashed in
Head, and he felt his body tingle.

' I guess I can be more pathetic'

Chan sighed deeply and decided to wash the shampoo out of his hair, when he knew it was all gone and it wouldn't sting his eyes, he let the center of the water run down his face and closed his eyes.

Images of Felix on top of him flashed in his mind. He took himself into his hands and realized he was completely hard.
Even just an image of Felix got him harder than any girl he had been with.

" fuck" he moaned as he pumped his erection a couple of times.

" fuck.... Daddy right there "

" Felix.... " he moaned as he put his hand on the shower wall to stabilize himself.

" such a good boy,"

As his body started to tingle he put his head on the arm that was being held up. He scrunched his toes and groaned as his climax ripped through him.

" FUCK" he growled as he started to wash his body and get rid of any evidence of his dirty deed.

He shut the shower off and grabbed a towel from the rack, he truly felt like a disgusting person as he wrapped his towel around his waist.

He stopped in his tracks when he saw a sad Jeongin sitting on his bed.

" hey," Chan says shutting the bathroom light off and walking towards Jeongin.