It really hurts when you feel like the person who means the world to you doesn't feel the same way. The fact that you don't matter to them is devastating. I'm lost. I want to end it, kinda. Their words are always so sweet and loving, they, are so sweet and loving and I hate so much because that's the whole reason we still exist. I wonder what I did wrong to deserve this pain. I spent my whole childhood (8-9 years) clinging onto a girl. I loved her like crazy. I could do anything for her. She was my first love. Loved her since I was 4 years old and then actually fell in love at 7. I did everything for her and guess what? She never liked me back. Even tried to shove me away since the beginning.
Then I spent a few more years of misery because of this one guy. He's not a good person,no, but he once gave me roses when I was little because I was crying. He stole it, to be exact. For me.
He brought shells for me from the beach because I mother didn't allow me to go and I was crying. One time, I was wearing an uncomfortable pair of sandals, I didn't told anyone but it was hurting badly. Like always I pretended to be okay but then out of nowhere, he noticed me. He told me, "why wear something that's literally hurting you? Idiot." And gave me his slippers. I know it sounds like it's from a movie but it really did happen. Every time I'm pretending to be okay, he always catches me. Even now. I still feel something for him but it's not like before.
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From the sky to the moon
Poetry"Just like the phases of the moon, ☾ My everything starts with me and ends with you ☽ And between us is the love we share that binds us together, Does your everything starts with you and ends with me too, my love?" ✨ these are some poems I wrote for...
