Sad Poetry

Never Enough

Loneliness is hard to explain

It feels like I'm drowning in my own pain

Standing in a crowd full of people but feeling apart

I'm not alone but I feel the loneliness in my heart

People, Ive learned, can be like drugs

I'm never satisfied with one or even one hundred blunts

I can never get enough of anything anymore

I cling to people till they leave me standing at there door

Knocking for someone to answer but nobody ever does

Then I get lonely and turn towards the drugs

When I am high I never feel high enough

When I I open a bottle every drop has to be used up

When I'm happy I never feel happy enough

I always want more if everyone is done

Until I feel lonely again with just my thoughts

Its an endless cycle but its all I got

A selfish bitch I think of myself

Never accepting things for the way they are

Always ending up lonely wishing for a break

But inside knowing I can never escape this pain

2024