Love has no limits

Chapter 22

Ellie's POV

All I see is black, black, black. It's really boring. I can't feel anything. I don't remember much either. All I remember is Rocky running around and me laughing. The rest I only remember being angry.

Do you know where you are?

What! Who's there?!

Your head.

Okay, where am I?

That for me to know and you to find out.

What?!?

I get no response, great. Suddenly, something sounds like its opening; like a door. "Her heart rate is normal..." What? "..her blood sugar is fine.." Wait' I'm in a "..she should be ready to leave soon" hospital. Ugh, I hate hospitals. It always smells of dead people which is GROSS!  "We'll take a blood test to see what's up" the 'doctor' I think says as I hear a metal against metal noise. All of a sudden I start to feel my legs, arms and body all over again. I feel a sharp pain run up my arm and I shoot up, wide eyes, staring at the doctor. He just put a NEEDLE IN ME!! "OW!" "Shh, Miss Mcdaid. Everything is fine. We are going to do a blood test to see why you have been changing moods quickly for no reason" I nod and lay back down. Mm.. Wonder where the guys are.

Rocky's POV

Please be okay Ellie. Please be okay Ellie. Please be okay Ellie. I keep repeating that in my head as I pace back and forth in the waiting room. "Dude, chill. If I know Ells she'll be fine" Riker says as he stands up an pats my back. "Your right" I say as I sit down. "She'll be fine". I wonder what's wrong with her, it's not like she hasn't had enough sleep; enough food; enough water. I haven't done anything wrong, at least, I think I haven't. "Did I do anything wrong to make her mad at me?" I say in a whisper, hoping no-one will hear it and pass it by as me talking to myself. "What! No! You haven't done anything wrong bro, don't stress yourself about that!" Riker says in a kind/shocking tone. I smile at him and lay back in my seat, so my head is resting in the wall and the back of the chair. Suddenly, a doctor walks in and straight to a nurse. She looks at the sheet and her smile turns into a frown. The worst part is, the nurse comes over to us and stops in front of me. "Mr Lynch, would you please follow me" she says kindly. I look at mum and dad to see them nod. I look back at her and whisper a "yes" and follow her to Ellie's room I presume.

Once we reach the room I see that Ellie is sat in the bed playing on her phone. The doctor is checking out something on the other side of the room, looks like a blood sample or something. The nurse knocks on the door; the doctor and Ellie both look at us. Once Ells sees me she smiles and puts her phone down. The doctor opens the door and allows me to come in. I do so and make my way to the chair next to Ellie's bed. I sit down and grab her hand. "Hey" she says as she grips my hand. "Hey, how you feeling" I ask. "Been better" she says, causing me to let out a small chuckle. "Doctors told you anything yet" "not yet" she says with a sigh. "Didn't have a nice wake up though, being jabbed with a needle wasn't nice" she says with a small smile. "How's your head" I ask as I place my hand on it. "Not that bad" she replies with a smile. "How come I'm the only one that got brought here?" "'Cause I wanted you" she says shyly. I smile and peck her lips. "Awe" I say as I lean back. The doctor whispers something to the nurse and walks over to us; he stands at the bottom of the bed and gives us a small smile. "Well, Miss McDaid. Seems like nearly everything is fine and.." "Wait! NEARLY everything?!" I shout as I stand up from my seat. Only to have Ellie pull my arm so I sit back down. "Yes, it seems as though you have strongly developed a sickness. This sickness makes your mood change dramatically at the point where you can do stupid things and not know what you are doing. I looked through your family tree and have noticed your mother has this disorder as well, I'm sure you know about that don't you?" He asks Ellie. She looks down and mumbles a "yes". She looks up to me and gives me a small smile; which I return. "Sadly, you will never be able to get rid of this sickness. You will have to be on a strict diet of medication for the rest of your life" he says in a sad tone. "Excuse me but what is this illness called?" I ask. "Bipolar" he says and walks out.

I turn to look at Ellie to see tears in her eyes; she looks like she's about to burst. I pull her into a huge hug an let her sob into my chest. "Shh.. Shh.. It's okay" I keep saying that to her until she calms down. Once she does she pulls out of the hug and smiles. Not the happy kind of smile; like a sad smile. I kiss her forehead and lean them together. "You okay" I ask her, she nods and lays back down on the bed.

She doesn't deserve this.