Sacrifice For Love

Chapter 1

{author's note}

Hey :) my name's Srishti and this is my first ever story. It may not be so good but I hope you like it. Sorry if this is carroty but I wrote this when I was a carrot. I don't want to change it but I promise it's not carroty later on. Well on with the story c:

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<Louis POV>

I just couldn't fall asleep. I turned to my side to check the time. "1:03." I mumbled to myself. Why couldn't I fall asleep? I kept thinking about my breakup with Eleanor.

<Flashback>

"I'm sorry Lou, but there can't be an us. I'm sorry." She said with her head facing the ground. Oh, how I hated seeing her crying. It was like stabbing knives in my chest. She looked horrible when she cried. She looked up at me and I could read in her red puffy eyes that she didn't want any of this to happen. But then why was she? That doesn't even make sense to me. Ya see? That's the confusing part about women. A book about how to understand them would be really helpful right about now. I would even pay a million dollars to have it.

"I'm sorry," she says, "but that doesn't mean we can't be friends." "We can find a way to do this, trust me." I reply. "No! I can't do it anymore!" She shouted, leaving me surprised with wide open eyes. "I've tried but i just can't. We hardly even get to see each other." She said, softer. Then, sobbing, she ran out of the room and left me there, crying. I didn't feel strong anymore. I just fell to my knees and just cried. And cried. And cried.

<Flashback ended>

After that, I didn't come out of my room for 2 days. Then I was still gloomy but getting over it.

Tomorrow the lads and I have an interview for Red Nose Day. All I wanted was some attention, someone to tell me they love me and mean it.

<Next Day>

"Come on, Lou, wake up!" I hear someone shouting. I could tell by the voice it was Harry. But why was he waking me up? "You don't want to be late for our Red Nose Day interview, now do you?" Oh yeah, that's why.

"Fi fon't fant fo fet fup" I groan, with a pillow in my mouth. I know he couldn't understand what on earth I was saying. I go on my side, and sit up, rubbing my eyes. "You have an hour to get ready." He says. Then he leaves me to get ready for the interview. I was really looking forward to this cause today i was most likely to get some attention since i dyed my hair red for charity. But that's not all, I also donated a ton of money. I didn't do this for publicity, but just cause i wanted to help them. And I hope I did.

I was about to go in the shower when I realized I got a twitter mention.

@Louis_Tomlinson hii Louis!!! If you ever see this tweet, I wanna tell you that I love you!! Xxxx

That was just what I needed. I went in the shower and after about 15 minutes, I was done. Yes, I do need some time in the shower. Then, I decided I would reply to that girl.

@oreoqueen8 I love you too! Haha i did see the tweet now didnt I? Haha ;)

I tried to sound as cheerful as possible cause i didn't want any of the fans to know what happened between Eleanor and me. Just then, I heard a noise that scared the living daylight out of me.

"LOUIS!!!!" I think Harry, shouted.

"WHAT?!" I reply with the same voice.

"Ok, ok I'm right here, you don't need to scream. Sheesh." He said.

"You and me both," I mumbled.

"What?" Harry asked.

"Nothing." I replied.