My Accidental Love - Book 1 [English Translation]

Chapter 10 - Feelings that start to change

Ae

Why did I have to masturbate? No, why did I even get horny when I touched Pete?

Since that morning, I had been asking myself the same question over and over again. Why did I get horny just by touching him? Why did I get horny just by seeing his body? Not just once, but twice since, when I woke up and touched his nipples, I got horny again.

Yes, I touched his nipples.

His soft, light brown, almost pink, nipples, had not only left a lingering sensation on my fingertips, but also the image of them becoming erect burned into my brain.

"Why are you thinking about it so much?!" I cursed myself softly, running my hands through my hair in annoyance when the image I had seen that morning flashed into my head again.

"Ae."

Can't you stop thinking about it? Don't you feel guilty towards Pete for thinking about his body like this?

"..."

He trusts you, but you keep thinking about his naked body!

"Ae!"

Stop, stop thinking...

"Ae, man!"

"Shit! Are you calling for your father or what?!!"

Can't you let me think quietly for a bit!

I slapped the small Japanese table with a loud bang before turning around to look at my best friend, who was leaning over in bed. It seemed that my irritated expression had made him pause for a minute, but it didn't last long.

"Wow, don't take your annoyance out on your friends... What's wrong? I've been calling you for ages and you've just been sitting there quietly. Are you thinking about the Khun Chai?"

"..."

I didn't mean to show him any signs of guilt, but I couldn't say anything when he guessed correctly. My expression made the thick-headed guy immediately jump up, looking curious. I lowered my gaze back to the computer screen that showed pictures of football boots.

"Nothing."

"Oh my, is that the face of someone who has nothing on his mind? Are you worried about him? Call him."

"Don't be stupid. His phone was taken. How can I call him?"

"At least I'm smart enough to know that you're worried about him. Admit it."

"..."

I swept my eyes to look at him irritably and saw my half-breed friend raising an eyebrow at me. If he would use his intelligence to study, he wouldn't look so stupid and ignorant in class like he had that day. I sighed. I guessed that since I had told him what had happened, it was not strange that he knew that I was worried.

"Wouldn't you be worried?"

"I am worried, that's why I called you. I wanted to ask how he is. But I just remembered. You don't have his new number, huh?"

Don't say 'I remembered' when I was the one who just told you.

Despite my thoughts, I was too lazy to scold him. At least he was also worried now that he knew that Pete had run into a problem. Even though he had said he would call his friends to beat up that damn Trump, he had reached the same conclusion as me... how would we know where he was?

"Pond..."

"What's up, my dear friend." I chose to ignore his response and instead asked what was on my mind. Even though Pond was stupid in his day to day affairs, there was something he had been an expert on for a long time.