(A/N: don't start reading until Jungkook starts singing ⬆️)
{Author's POV}
He sits there on the sofa, resting his elbows on his knees and twiddling his thumbs. Every now and then he glances at the spot next to him, thinking only of her..
Of all the girls he had been with, there was no one else that had made him feel like this before.
So much pain... But so much happiness.
His heart clenches at the thought of her by his side. He sits up and grips the front of his shirt, right where his heart is..
He glances towards the spot next to him once again and he can't help but clench his teeth at the remembrance of the girl, the love of his life, being by his side smiling and laughing.
He rubs his tired eyes in aggravation and stares at the floor. He rakes his hands through his hair and grunts.
"Why... Why did you leave me?" He mutters as he throws his phone on the table.
It's been a week since she left him, but he can't help but think about her.
She was his first love, and will always be his love.
But apparently, he isn't going to always be her love anymore..
He looks up and stares at the front door of his small apartment, hoping to see her walk through the door with that same sweet smile of hers.
Oh how he loved her smile.
He loved and still loves everything about her. Her voice, her smile, her beauty, her laugh, how she twirled her hair around her fingers while playfully sticking her tongue towards him...
Oh how he missed how playful and loving she was.
He tried asking, even begging, for her to come back to him.
But she refused.
Her reason for leaving him?
Because she found someone else. She had 'accidentally' fallen in love with someone else.
But hey, at least she was honest, right?
And she was nice about the break up too... If only she took his heart with her when she left...
Maybe if he holds his breathe long enough, his heart will stop.
Stop feeling, and remembering.
He decided to always wait for her the day she left.
Maybe she'll go back to him if he keeps showing her love and affection?
Maybe she'll realize that he, Jungkook, was the 'one' for her.
He tried to get over her for the past week, but it's hard.
It's torture being in an empty apartment without the love of his life by his side.
He glances once again at the empty spot next to him and can't help but sob at the thought of her.
Their two year anniversary was today.
He hoped, prayed that she would come back today with her bags in hand and greet him with a smile and pretend that everything was normal; that everything was okay again.
But she didn't.
She left, and now he's waiting.
Waiting to see her return to his arms again.
"I'll always wait for you... Until the end of time", Jungkook mutters as sobs escape his throat.
With a heavy heart, he lays down on the sofa, thinking of all the times he had with the girl on this exact sofa.
"MinAh... You are my everything", Jungkook says as he finally closes his tired eyes to get some sleep.
Because since the day she left him, he hadn't slept well; he couldn't sleep. He thought that if he were to close his eyes any longer then a minute, he would miss the chance of her return.
But she never returned.
And never will...
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A/N: okay so this chapter was just a quick one to tell you more about Jungkooks feelings. The feeling of himself slowly being deprived of the return of his love for the girl, MinAh.Poor Jungkook :( <3
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Forget Her (Part 1) [JK]
FanfictionJungkook was just dumped by his loving girlfriend. He misses her terribly and wants to wait forever for her. She was and still is everything to him. Without her, he feels as if he's nothing. She, MinAh Tan, was his first love and will always be the...