Forget Her (Part 1) [JK]

With You

{SoonHee's POV}

I walk towards the cherry blossoms that Jungkook had shown me two years ago.

He said that this is the place he goes to when he's stressed or upset.

And right now, I'm upset.

Today is the day that my poor baby girl passed away..

She just... She didn't make it.

When she was born, she was too small and too fragile to survive..

The doctors said that it was most likely genetics and the fact that I could've been under so much stress, that she couldn't grow properly...

They said that she would probably live for a week at most...

She didn't even last a day.

She died in my arms, and I sobbed to the point of almost suffocating from my own tears.

The doctors said I most likely can't have another child without either having a miscarriage, or the baby being born to small....

I cried for so long after that... I went through some sort of depression.

I... Can never have a baby...

That means if I were to ever see Jungkook again, I could never develop a family with him...

Just the thought of Jungkook hurts so much...

I just..

I... Miss Jungkook... So damn much..

I feel my eyes tear up as the people around me begin to leave.

The sun is setting, so everyone is leaving before it grows dark.

But that's fine with me, I don't mind it growing dark..

I walk passed and in between the cherry blossoms and stand on the exact spot that Jungkook and I had that same picnic.

Before I even know it, warm tears begin to slowly run down my face and I can't help but sob as my heart aches.

My heart... Aches for him....

I haven't talked to him since the day he left to follow his dream...

I've been to a couple of his concerts though, but after what happened with my baby girl... I didn't have the heart to see him on stage anymore..

I.. Can't face him.

A dull ache is pounding throughout my chest and I place my hand over my heart, right where my necklace is..

"Jungkook..." I sob and i turn around to face away from the setting sun.

"I love you...." I mutter the three words I wasn't able to say to him on that freezing winter day as another sob escapes my throat.

I cover my face and almost fall to my knees...

"Jungkook..."

*****

{Jungkooks POV}

I park my car a mile away from my special place and step out of the car with a hooded jacket and a pair of skinny jeans on. I pull the hoodie over my head and put on a mask with some shades to protect my face from being seen while Jimin does the same thing.

We can't afford to be seen by fans.

Who knows what they would do if any of them were to see us..

"Jimin, let's go", I say to him and he immediately hops out of the car and follows me.

I'll be honest, I'm not feeling the greatest.