Forget Her (Part 1) [JK]

Love Yourself Before You Can Love Others

Time set: Jungkook and SoonHee in the elevator ;)

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{Authors POV}

"SoonHee... Don't ever let Jimin kiss you", Jungkook whispers into the kiss and tears begin to fall from her closed eyelids. 

He breaks away from the kiss with eyes wide.

"Wait is my kissing that bad?! SoonHee don't cry-"

She raises her eyebrow and presses her hand against his mouth to shut him up.

"You're not a bad kisser. I'm crying because I'm happy, stupid ass", she says with watery eyes and a small chuckle. Jungkook smirks, removes her hand from his mouth, and kisses SoonHee on the lips once again. He presses his body close to hers and places his hand on the back of SoonHee's neck to deepen the kiss.

"Good.. That would've been embarrassing if you were crying because of how bad of a kisser I was", he says as he breaks the kiss again with a small smile and SoonHee shakes her head with quiet laughter. She then rests her forehead against Jungkooks while closing her eyes and sighing graciously, trying to savor the moment.

Jungkook slowly smiles at SoonHees sudden gesture and he slowly closes his eyes, trying to forever remember this moment as if it were his last.

He really likes SoonHee.

It all makes sense to him now. The feeling of his heart swelling at SoonHee's kind words and sweet movements.

Just her breathing makes his heart flutter. Just hearing her voice makes him feel alive again.

Feeling her in his arms like this, makes him feel as if he's on top of the world. That he can do anything as long as SoonHee is by his side.

He feels very ashamed as to know that he never realized his feelings sooner.

He wanted to deny the fact that he has betrayed MinAh.

But for some reason, he feels as if MinAh is smiling down at him instead of frowning.

He feels that she's watching from above and is proud instead of regretful.

He's honest when he knows that this feeling he feels towards SoonHee is different than when he felt with MinAh.

He felt affection towards MinAh. He felt like he wanted to give her all his attention and he always felt as if MinAh was his puppy. A cute, innocent and smiling puppy.

But with SoonHee, it's the same, but yet so different.

He can't describe this feeling towards SoonHee.

Maybe that's why he was so confused about how he felt towards SoonHee.

He wasn't sure what he was feeling because he hasn't felt this emotion before.

Excitement, happiness, worry, confusion, and it all leads to...

Love.

Now, this "love" isn't the love that you would feel towards your mom or dad or even your brother or sister.

This is a different love. There's a different love for everything.

Saying 'I love pizza' or 'I love my mom' is a different feeling than saying 'I love you' to someone like SoonHee.

Then again, he can't say he fully loves SoonHee.

In order to love someone else, you have to love yourself first.

He can't quite say he loves himself. He's done many things in the past that he regrets.... And there's choice he's going to make later on that he's not sure if he'll regret...

Leaving SoonHee alone, might be the best or the worst thing he's ever done in his life.

But in order to follow his dreams, he might just have to leave SoonHee.

He has to weigh his choices carefully; follow his dreams, or stay with SoonHee and find a new dream.

Maybe a better dream?

He's hoping that when he tells SoonHee, that she'll eventually understand.

And he's hoping that when Jimin leaves with him, that SoonHee will understand why Jimin is leaving too.

All we can do now, is hope...

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A/N: yes this is a very short chapter, I know.

I've been very busy lately...

I'll be honest, I'm kind of stressed and disappointed in myself.

I'm not feeling the best right now.

So I'm sorry for the lack of posting and lack of enthusiasm.

I hope you guys understand that I'm very busy and that I try to keep my grades up in school, but right now my mom is just...

*sigh* annoying. She's very annoying 😂

So again I'm sorry that this chapter was so terribly short.

I will not be saying if this story will have a good or bad ending (happy or sad). That would spoil everything, am I right?

But I'm sure from this chapter, you might be able to guess where story chapter is heading.

It's heading in the direction that I have planned since the beginning.

(Maybe sad, maybe happy, maybe both?) ;)

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Questions To My Readers:
(This is just to get your mind reeling and thinking)

•What did you think of this chapter?

•What do you think it means when the chapter says that both Jungkook and Jimin will be leaving?

•Where do you think they will be leaving to?

•How long do you think they'll be gone?

•How do you think SoonHee will take the news when both Jimin and Jungkook tell her they'll be leaving?

•What do you think will happen in the next chapter?

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Thank you all so much for commenting on the last chapter!❤️❤️ you're all so sweet and funny I love you guys ❤️☺️

Stay tuned! Take care :)

Your Author,
~Ana🔫