Ehsaas : Her love starts where his' ends

31. Realisation

Next morning..

Aarna was sitting on the bed while her head was over her knees. She was busy thinking something..... meanwhile Niskarsh was sleeping.
He woke up..

Niskarsh : Aaru...what are you thinking so early in the morning.
Aarna : I am thinking about you Nishi ji
( She faced towards him )
Niskarsh : about me but why ??
Aarna : Nishi ji , I was never like that..I mean I never used to behave like this before.. but I don't know ever since our marriage I fail to keep my emotions inside me. Even if I don't want to then also I lash out my anger at you , I show tantrums to you , sometimes I behave very oddly with you.
Now take the matter from last night, you were just asking me about how you were looking after getting ready but I don't know what all I say.
I was never like this before Nishi ji , I always used to suppress my emotions within myself but ever since I met you , I feel like expressing my emotions, my grudges...
I am sorry Nishi ji for hurting you .

Niskarsh held her face between his palm..

Niskarsh : And who are you to think that your behaviour hurts me...I felt good knowing that you are expressing yourself. You think that your behaviour hurts me but I don't feel like this... rather I am happy thinking that you consider me as your own and express your emotions infront of me.
( Sigh ) Never think like this butterfly...you never hurt me . I am ready to handle all your tantrums , I am ready to handle you as well. Do whatever you want to , I will happily handle everything trust me.
Aarna : I know everything about you Nishi ji , but you know nothing about me.
I am still a mystery for you.
Niskarsh : I would love to solve this mystery then..(smiles at her)
Aarna : you are so expressive Nishi ji that's may be because you have a pure heart...and I don't.
Niskarsh : We are no one to decide whether we have a pure heart or impure heart.
Aarna : Don't you ever want to ask me about my past about my life..
Niskarsh : I do want to know butterfly but before that I want to see a trust factor building among us . I want you to share everything with me , that too with a believe in your eyes that I will take away all your pain , all your anxieties.
Aarna : But...(Niskarsh kept his finger over her lips)

Niskarsh : Shushh...take your time butterfly. I am not going anywhere, I am here with you , always...
Don't overthink about anything Aaru , I am happy with you and our relationship.
You really don't need to say me everything that too forcibly..take your time , understand me well and then speak up. I will wait for you my whole life without arousing a single question.
Aarna : Thanks for understanding me.
Niskarsh : I will always try to understand you , I promise.

An hour later..

Everyone was present in the hall while waiting for Niskarsh and Aarna to have breakfast...

Vikram : Will they have their breakfast in their room.
Anita : no papa , they will have breakfast with us.
Trisha : Here comes my beautiful bhabhi..

Everyone sees towards the stairs,
Aarna was coming down...

She almost reached down but her leg slipped and she was about to fall down..but Niskarsh held her hand at the right time and pulled her towards him.
Out of fear , Aarna held his collar and sticked to him..

Avinash spoke up our of concern..
" Beta sambhal ke "

Niskarsh replied
" Rehne dijiye papa agar woh khud ko nahi sambhalegi toh mein hun na , mein sambhal lunga "

With this he carried Aarna in bridal style and took her to the dining table , Aarna had buried her face in his chest out of shyness...

Niskarsh : Where is Nir ? Isn't he going to have his breakfast ?
Rajveer : He's in the garden Nishi. Since early morning, he's searching something in the garden.
Shresh : Let me call Nir bhai , chachu .
Niskarsh : You sit here and have your breakfast , I will call him.