Joey Jordison X reader

I cant belive it.

After us having a small argument he put his mask back on and dragged me out of the room. What was his problem? Where he lived,where I used to live was at least 10 house away. Going with him wasn't easy. I sighed and let him drag me back stage and onto the bus.

"Joey I don't have anything." I whispered then 8 other people looked at me. I smiled nervously but Joey just kept pulling me toward the back of the bus.

"Joey! Wait a minute could you?!" I quietly called out to him. He sat me down and he sat next to me. He took his mask off and looked at me.His blue eyes blazing at me,something in them I couldn't point out.

"I know you don't have anything,I'm not stupid." He growled at me,why was he pissed at me?

"Why are you mad at me?" I asked tapping my finger on my knee.

"It's nothing." He just stared at me. It was unsettling.

"Clearly it's not. And first off I'm getting my stuff first and then going with you. I live here not Des Moines and you know that." I gave him a little attitude,I felt like he'd become a bit of a bitch.

"No! You'll just leave me!" He yelled at me with a hint of worry. He sat straight up like he was going to grab me if I got up and left.

"Then go with me and let me grab my shit. If you're that desperate." I was desperate to I didn't want to leave him but I didn't like how he was acting.

"I don't know where the hotel will be." He made a face of embarrassment,his face a little red.

"Then ask the bus driver then we can get a taxi there." I shrugged,I was always the better planner than him. He mostly went to conclusions.

Joey then nodded and got up to go ask the bus driver. He sat back down beside me and looked at me.

"We can go c'mon." He said standing back up and I nodded. He put his mask back on and left with me. He grabbed my hand tightly and we soon found a taxi. I told them my address and on we went.

We arrive at my apartment and I opened the door. I flicked the light on and Joey went in to exploring with no shame. I didn't say anything,I went to my bedroom and grabbed a bag stuffing it with clothes and what not. Eventually Joey came into my room and looked around. He looked at me then down at my bag and nodded.

"You like my room?" I gave a nervous laugh,I didn't have a messy apartment. My room had posters,flowers in vases,books. Basically stuff of my liking.

"Where are these flowers from?" His finger gently touched the peddles I turned around to look at them.

"I bought them myself." I often bought flowers for myself because they add a nice touch,plus I love flowers in general.

We left with my stuff and got a taxi to the hotel. He was on the fifth floor,so we stepped on the elevator and went up. It was quiet,we have been silent,not talkative like we are trying to figure if this was real or figure each other out again.

We got into his room and there was one bed,that was fine it was just Joey right? I set my bag down and looked around. Joey plopped on the bed while I looked at him. This is Joey? Was it? No..yes Y/n it is.

"How've you been...?" I quietly asked crawling onto the bed next to him.

"Happy,miserable,sad. All of it." After he said that a groan came from him as he rubbed his face. My face became scrunched in disbelief.

"Why miserable?" I asked.

"Because it's just not the same anymore! I've got this band and I'm traveling." He threw his hands up.

"Please don't get angry because of me..." I said,I knew he was mad that I left him.

"I am! You left me! You're the one that left,you didn't beg to stay,you let me go!" He howled at me,I became upset.

"I know I left but I didn't mean to leave you! It wasn't my choice! I tried to stay but I had no choice they said I had to go! I didn't want to let you go,you saw my face when I left. It wasn't my fault..." I screeched at him. It wasn't my fault. I had to go,it wasn't my choice. I started to get upset,holding back tears. I didn't expect him to act this way. "I thought you were happy to see me..." I choked on tears.

"Fuck... I am happy! I'm so upset I didn't even see  you didn't have a choice- fuck I'm sorry." He immediately pulled me in a hug and I pulled him closer.  I calmed down and Joey gently let go.

After that we settled down for bed,we talked about what we missed in each other's lives. Our firsts,lasts,new hobbies like that. Joey became very clingy and right before bed he pulled me closer to him. We were cuddling at this point,I didn't mind it, it was nice for a change. I knew he was being clingy because I had left him and he was scared. I could still read him like a book.

The next few days were awkward  but we lightened up. We figured each other out again,made each other laugh, it felt good like a breath of air. We made a compromise,if I liked Des Moines again I'd come back with him. He seemed to like the idea of that.  So show after show and sleeping in hotels it was finally break.

My friends and family called me,I had to tell them what was going on. They were not pleased but I begged them to understand my situation. My mom understood the most because she knew who Joey was and how important he was to me.

Joey was shaking with excitement as we finally got to go home.

"Are you excited to be back for a bit?" He raised an eyebrow as we sat on the bus seats.

"A little, I'm nervous but I did miss it." I shrugged,I was nervous I might like it a little too much.

"Why nervous?" He slung an around my shoulders holding me close. "It's just Des Moines."

"I know but it's going to unlock  a lot of memories you know?" I looked at the floor as I said that. He could tell I was nervous so he gave me a gentle squeeze.

"I'll be right here no need to worry. If you don't like it's fine,you- you can always visit alright?" He said comfortingly,if I didn't like it I'll feel bad for leaving him.

"I'll give you my honest reaction after a few days okay?" I gave him a soft smile with a soft nod to go along with it.

"Okay I trust you alright?" He gave the soft smile back and I nodded,happy to know he trusted me.

We chitchatted for a while until the bus came to a halt . "Alright time to get home!" The bus driver yelled which shook me up a little.

"Alright pretty lady,ready to go home?" Joey stood up extending his arm and grabbing my bag for me. I blushed a little at this. Why am I blushing? No that's not good. I pushed it away grabbing his hand and he lifted me up taking our bags. We got off the bus and into a car which I assumed was his. He got into the car and he got into the drivers.

"Okay let's go." He smiled starting the engine and driving off. I couldn't help but smile happily because I was back with Joey where I belong.