Behind Blue Eyes

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"What!? Why would he do that?!" demanded Draco.

Jay stood up with anger and rage. "HOW THE FUCK WOULD I KNOW? ALL HE SAID WAS STRESS, BUT I KNOW HE WAS LYING" shrieked Jay.

Draco stood back, astounded by her rage. Horror spread across his face and he backed into the corner of the room, watching her melt down. He didn't want to hear her screaming and shouting like this. Draco let her finish, and then waiting for her to calm down before moving towards her. He felt like leaning in and hugging her, but couldn't. 

"Look. I'm sorry, I just... Y' know, got really mad cause of Blaise." She said, clumping back into her original chair.

"It's fine, I get it" replied Draco.

"Draco?" Asked Jay.

"Yeah" he said, sitting in the chair next to her,

"I know your gonna hate me for this, but all I want is an answer. If I tell you, will you give me an answer" 

"Maybe" he smirked.

"Earlier, I was in the here and I heard crying. It came from the boy dorm and I went up to see who it was. It was you, but I didn't say I was there. You said that I was hurting you and torturing you, do you know why? And I just want to say that I would never hurt you" Jay whispered.

"Well it's too late for that Jay. It's way too late" stammered Draco, before walking off and out of the Slytherin common room.

Jay was sat there, astounded by what had all just happened. Blaise, Draco, why was it all happening at once? She went to her dorm and tried to get to sleep. She couldn't though. She kept thinking about how she had basically killed Blaise, how she had hurt Draco, and thought about how she would have to play it cool tomorrow.

*tomorrow*

Jay made her way down to breakfast, dreading the day to come. People would be surrounding her with sorries and hugs. But she didn't want that! But she didn't want to push them away either. She would just have to try and avoid them. She wanted to go up to Draco and hug him and kiss him, not because she loved him, but because she knew the word 'sorry' wouldn't be enough.

Her first class was potions, with Snape. She was drowsy and hadn't any sleep last night. She knew Snape  would be onto her like an apple on a pie. But in potions, she had to choose a partner. Who would she choose? She looked and saw that she had a class with Gryffindor aswell as the other Slytherins. Maybe she would meet a nice Gryffindor?

Once she went in, Snape immediately said to get into partners. Lots of boys crowded round Jay, be she pushed them aside and went over to a boy with brown hair, he was tall and looked like a nice wizard.

"Would you like to be partners with me?" Asked Jay.

"Sure, why no-" he said, stopping half way to look at her.

"Wow, your really beautiful. You know that?" Said the boy, offering Jay a seat next to him.

"Thanks! Your not too bad yourself. What's your n-" Jay was saying, before being interrupted by a boy behind who said something.

"Neville Longbottom? The sexy, amazing Jay, with the idiotic, stupid Neville? Well Neville. You've got a nice ride ahead of you mate" 

Jay turned to see a person, quite familiar to her eyes. The person didn't look a Slytherin, more a Gryffindor. Jay wondered who it might be before turning back to Neville. He was actually quite cute.  Then Snape had told them to work on a new potion called 'the love potion' which most boys had an idea what they were going to do with...

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Sorry if this is shorter than normal! I'm just real tired. Btw when it says he was quite cute, it meant Neville was, not the person. Anyway, goodbye!