Lost November

No Escape

I could hear the loud footsteps of my father banging on the steps, he never walked loudly unless he was pissed off at anyone or something. I was throwing my clothes into a black suitcaserying to rush, breathing so rapidly that I couldn't think straight. I knew I wasn't packing fast enough to bolt before he walked in so I don't know why I even tried. My heart was slamming in my chest, and my tears were in my eyes before I even heard him slam the door open.

I flinched as I was smacked to the ground, and before I could crawl away I was flung against the wall. I had been there this all before but this was different. This was rage, a dizzy hurricane. I bounced off the wall, using my heels, and landed on my feet in between my twin bed and my father. I stood there, blood rushing down my face from a cut, and fists ready to fire back and block. The hits never came, only a stare that left me with a cold sweat.

"How could embarrass this family over and over, and not feel the slightest regret? " his deep voice shook me to my roots.

"How could you be so heartless? " I screamed back, fear shaking me like I was a rag doll.

"Im sending you away. Maybe you will learn how to control yourself and be a better daughter. " he growled at me, balling his fists up.

" You just can't keep sending me away!" I growled back, a black rage consuming me like flames.

"You will go to Hotan Sandatruim Academy." He spoke, and chills tan through me.

"You can't! " my voice shook.

"You will go there in the morning. No use in running. They will find you. " he turned away and left my room like nothing had happened.

I sank to the floor, shivering, my eyes locked on the bedroom door. No. No. No. I cant go there.

I'll die there.