Adopted By Black Veil Brides

Going On Warped Tour

So I am laying on my bed and I am listening to Blood on the Dance Floor: Bewitched and then someone called my name an I got up an shut my music off and I went downstairs and I noticed that there was no one else in the house except for my mom and I asked "Where is everyone at" and she replied "Well they had to do something" and that's all she said and I felt like she was hiding something but I didn't ask but she asked "When I patted your leg last night why did you wince" and I didn't answer I just started to cry an I ran upstairs and locked my door and I laid on my bed an cried and I heard knocking on my door and the voice was from my mom and she kept asking questions and I didn't bother getting up except I did get up and I turned on Rise and Shine by Blood On The Dance Floor and I grabbed a blade and I sat back on my bed and I just cut my arm and I realized that there was no one knocking on my door but I just made cuts on my arms but none of them were to deep so I wouldn't have to go to the hospital.

As I was making the 11th cut my door busted open and I saw my mom and dad and the rest of band an I jumped off my bed and ran into the bathroom and locked the door and I cleaned my cuts and wrapped it up but I didn't come out there I just leaned against the door and cried and all I heard was voices telling me to come out but I knows I couldn't face them after what they saw.

So I realized that I was in here for about an 1 hour and I opened up the door and I slowly walked out and then I sat on my bed and then there were voices coming from my room an they came out an it was my mom,dad, and the rest of the band and my parents had sadden faces because of what they saw and then my dad asked "Why and for how long" and I didn't answer and then he said "Guys can you give us some privacy" an they left and they sat on my bed and I sat closer to Juliet and she wrapped her arms around me and asked "Why Scarlett" and I took a deep breathe and responded "Well it started back before when I was in the adoption center when my dad abused me and then he died and it got even worse at the orphanage because of the bullying and stuff and I do it sometimes when I think someone gets mad at me." and I was crying again and Juliet was calming me down and then Andy got into the hug and I felt better that I told someone about my self harm. 

Then my dad asked "Would you wanna go to warped tour with us" and I nodded my head and he said "Well start packing we have to leave at 3:00 a.m" and I jumped up an I winced and I got serious looks from my parents and my mom asked "Scarlett go put on some shorts" and shook my head and my dad asked "Why not" and I just sighed and I asked "Dad can you close your eyes for a minute"and he did an I pulled my pants off and I heard my mom gasp and she had tears in her eyes and I open my dresser and put on some short boxer shorts and I say "Ok dad you can open your eyes now" and he opened his eyes and he looked at my thighs.