Late Night Inspirations

They're Gone.

I always knew it would happen,

They left
They're gone
Broken promises and negative thoughts
Reign in my mind

I always wasted their time
I'd like to think they're better off without me

It was always one word messages

Okay.

Nice.

Yes.

Until it ended up with my phone having to reply for them.
It would say read.

I knew you didn't want to talk to me
But I was so alone.
All you wanted from me was someone to cheer you up
But what you don't understand is I have my demons too
Ones I don't want to get rid of
Because it's those very demons
That make me happy
That give me a rush that makes me feel unstoppable

But it's those very creatures that play games with my mind
They bring me down as well
But to you it was always
"Maybe you should get help"
You never had time for my problems
But I always made time for yours.

You promised so many times when my late night thoughts brought out the worst part of me

"I won't leave you
I swear."

I'll admit it
I have a problem
I need help
But the thing is
No matter what I do
We'll never be the same again.