in my head, drew starkey

⠀ ⭑ the memory of you is a knife ..

( ᥫ᭡. MARINERS APARTMENT COMPLEX )
and who i've been is with you on these beaches
your venice bitch, your die-hard, your weakness
maybe i could save you from your sins
—————— ˚.⚓️⋆ ⌗ ⸝⸝ 🌧️

❝ Those who have forsaken their Humanity,
They like to patch their life with Morality. ❞

❝ I think I might be tryna
patch my life with Morality. ❞

˚.🌊⋆ ⌗ ⸝⸝ 🐚

IN MY HEAD .ᐟ ⠀»⠀ ˚˖𓍢ִ໋ 🛶 ✧˚. 🪝⋆
——— mixtape

FINA & DREW 's MIXTAPE ! ( 🕯️ )

⊹₊ ⋆ SIDE A 📼: IN-MY-HEAD.

i ⠀in my head ( ariana grande )
ii ⠀tough ( lana del rey )
iii ⠀you too ( chase atlantic )
iv ⠀drew barrymore ( sza )
v ⠀touch it ( ariana grande )
vi ⠀thinkin bout you ( frank ocean )
vii ⠀egoist ( loona, olivia hye )
viii ⠀pov ( ariana grande )
ix ⠀mariners apartment complex ( lana del rey )
x ⠀please, please, please let me get what i want ( the smiths )
xi ⠀13 beaches ( lana del rey )
xii ⠀florida kilos ( lana del rey )
xiii ⠀ francis forever ( mitski )
xiv ⠀better off ( ariana grande )
xv ⠀lover, you should've come over ( jeff buckley )

⊹₊ ⋆ SIDE B 📼: WAIT-FOR-YOUR-LOVE.

i ⠀we can't be friends ( ariana grande )
ii ⠀wicked game ( chris isaak )
iii ⠀moonlight on the river ( mac demarco )
iv ⠀love galore ( sza, travis scott )
v ⠀love ( lana del rey )
vi ⠀safety net ( ariana grande )
vii ⠀muse ( isabel larosa )
viii ⠀chemtrails over the country club ( lana del rey )
ix ⠀sweet / i thought you wanted to dance ( tyler, the creator )
x ⠀scott street ( phoebe bridgers )
xi ⠀tv ( billie eilish )
xii ⠀happiness is a butterfly ( lana del rey )
xiii ⠀broken clocks ( sza )
xiv ⠀ghost in the machine ( sza, phoebe bridgers )
xv ⠀i know the end ( phoebe bridgers )

TO : Serafina

Consider this letter as the gift
from my soul to Yours, my heart
ripping out of my chest just to
run after Yours, fleeting and
tempting to my poor essence.

You're distant, although I am as close as ever.
You're not mine, although I belong to You.
For what I am is just a man, who had the
pleasure — or misfortune — to meet and
surrender to the pull of your spirit. I drown
in You. I get lost in the maze which is your spirit.
You push me away, leaving my wandering mind
drifting away in the depth of You.

I want Your Love, like an eager and desperate
dog, but I'm left with nothing but void in the
deepest crevices of my Heart. Because I Love You,
and You Despise Me.

This letter will never make it to you, my Darling.
But I'm sure our paths will meet again. Someday,
somehow, my soul will meet Yours again. And I'm
going to die with the thought of You folded in my
Heart, locked in my memory like we lived every
day falling in love with each other — all over again.

Until my last breath, I Am Yours,
DS.

LOLA SPEAKS .ᐟ 𐙚
uhm so i cried writing this 😇
btw forgot to say that in this story
there will be italian dialogues but there
will always be a translation soo don't worry!!
i can't wait to start writing (crying) them 🥲🥲