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32. Best Friend or something else

Ollie's POV:

A lot happened since the sleepover. The drama with Doriane and Tina, The kiss I shared with drunk Kimi, oh yeah, Desi moved in! Shes an extremely nice girl, a daughter of Checo and Daniil. Instantly clicked with Aurelia and Esmee. I think they are making plans and medeling with the relationship between Doriane and Tina, but what would I know? I've never been in love! At least, not with a girl... 

I wont tell you who it is, but everytime I see this person I get this giddy feeling in my stomache, and ohhh, how beautiful they are. Their eyes, oh, I cant even begin to speak about them, or I'll talk about them for hours. And I would never get bored, I can listen to them talk for hours continiously. I am addicted to their voice, its beautiful, and I would love to hear him yap about Mercedes for hours. And their lips, if I could kiss their lips anytime I wanted, I would. They are incredibly soft, and oh so addicting. But he is way out of my league, and even if I was as attractive as him, why would he want me? He could have all the girls and boys he wanted.

The problem is, this is ruining our friendship. I cant think about how bad I want them everytime I am near him, because they are one of my absolute best friends. 

But anyway, to take my mind of this... uhm... issue, I started up my racing sim. After a couple hours, I switched it off because someone knocked on my door. What is with people always disturbing my peace?

The minute I opened my door, Aurelia, Esmee and Desi stormed past me and literally dove on my bed. "Well hello!" I mumbled under my breath. "Omg, sorry for rushing into here, but we have something very important to share with you!" Desi said, taking breaths in between some of the words. I sit down on the bed, not as giddy as the girl, but actually excited to hear what they found out.

"So, what happened?" I ask. "Nothing just an inchident! No but actually, its really big, its about Doriane and Tina!" Aurelia says, almost inaudible. Okay, now I am actually invested. "They kissed drunk, but they were not really drunk!" Esmee blurts out, and immediatly covers her mouth with her hands. "WHAT! HOW DID YOU EVEN FIND THIS OUT!" I scream. "SHUSHHHH!!" They say, all at the same time. "Okay, how did you find out?" I whisper. "Dont worry about it!" Esmee whispers back. "We stole her both their diaries from their lockers." WTF. "How did you know the code? I am really worried about my safety living in a house with you three."

"Its just each other birthdays, it wasnt that difficult to guess, really." Aurelia says. Wow, Aurelia and Desi are not as innocent as I thought. I knew it from Esmee, but from the other 2? "But that is not the point! We have to make a plan on how to get those 2 together!" Desi says. Right. "So, I was thinking..."

Kimi's POV:

Fuck, I kissed Ollie. But not like, a friendly peck? Bitch, Kimi, wtf is a 'friendly peck'. What are you yapping about? Anygays, I am fucked, I kissed my best friend, and I have feelings for him, and I was drunk, and he was too. Yay. My life is a fucking mess.

But thats not the point, the point is, I have the feeling Alice and Y/N know about my feelings for yk, Ollie. Oh, they are so gonna tell him, and he is going to laugh at me, and we wont be friends anymore, and then my best friend would be gone! I dont want that, I can talk to him about anything, and I can just talk and he will listen to me every single second. He won't ever ignore me, or just not have his full attention on me. I've had so many people who just hated how much I talked, and ended our friendships because of that. Thats why my self esteem is so low. But with Ollie, I can just be myself.

With Ollie, I can talk, and just ruffle his beautiful brown hair, which is just so incredibly soft. And I could just sink in his brown eyes. Oh, and not to begin about the time we were baking a cake together. It went horribly wrong, and we ended up under the flour, and we were both giggling like little children. Oh, how cute he looked at that exact moment. Oeh, or the moment when he carried me across the whole F1 paddock from the Ferrari to the Mercedes garage, when I stayed there for wayyy too long. Also, the time he bought these beautiful flowers for me, when I turned 18. It was a bouquet made up of all my favourite flowers.

I cant believed he even remembered them. And that was the moment I realised I was in love with my best friend. I denied it at first, thinking I had feelings for Esmee. Turns out we just really clicked and didnt really know the difference between wanting to be her boyfriend or friend.

Turns out, I learned how to recognise the difference. And I want to be his boyfriend. I want him.

A/N: I felt incredibly single writing this whole entire chapter, and now I kinda want flowers.

Listening to Lovers rock and Naked in manhatten writing this chapter was also maybe not one of my best ideas when wanting to feel less single.