Thoughts of the Fallen

Everything I'll Never Be

You expect me to be perfect

But I'm never what you want

You crave that which you do not have

Yet say that I'm enough

"Be you" you say

But when I am

I never measure up

You're a walking contradiction

Come on, what the fuck?!

I'll never be a china doll

A cheerleader

A slut

But dressed in black

I won't come back

I know now what I want

I'll welcome hell

And drown in sin

If you'll go the fuck away

I don't give a damn

I know who I am

So fuck the "judgment day"

You say you're worried for my soul

Eternal, evermore

But you can't lose what you've never had

So don't "worry" anymore