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chapter 1 Part 2

pomnis pov 

I ran back to my room through the winding halls " sooo much color to much" I eventuly made it back to my room. When I did I just fell down the door and curled up in a ball and started crying " what...what did I do to deserve this " I said choking on tears. " I know they probably don't hate me but it feels like it w....WHY " in a fit of frustration I started throwing anything within reach I don't even know why I was so upset. then i went back to crying. At some time i must of got my self in to my bed and fell a sleep because when i woke up some one was nocking at my door. i hurled my self out of bed and walked over to the door. " hello "  i said the tierdnes seeping out of my words. " oh was now a bad time it's just we were wondering if you wanted to go to the lake with us ...well minus jax i think he went to his room to sulk" i looked up to see who was talking to me it was ragtha. " oh....er...nows not a bad time its just ....a time and er....yeah i'll go to the lake .....sounds fun i guess". ragtha seamed to smile at that " oh lovely i'll tell the others meet you in 10 minits by the stage " " yep ok i will see you in 5 then ". i turned around and shut the door. 

" why did i say yes to her I don't want to go out of my room" but reluctently i got ready and left for the stage. " why did i say yes i can already fell the anxity creep in " i walked in the room and every one stoped there conversation and looked at me ( well not kinger) i felt like the gound was eating me up savering evrey  bite. with a small voice i maneged to say " hello ". then the all went back to there conversaition's . about a minute later gangle waled over to me " hi pomni we arnt igronring you we jut were trying to come up with a plan to get revenge on jax he triped me up again zoobel is the most angry i don't know why probably cuz we are bffs " " oh ok thanks fro the explantion if i am being honest i was starting to wonder if i should go back to my room " " oh don't do that ragtha sounded so happy teling us you were joining us she realy likes you as a freind i think she wants to be bffs with you " " also we dont hate you we think you are intresting " then she started walking back " w...WAIT how did yo know that" she stoped in her tracks."i have social anxiety as well if you want to talk we will lisen" " wow...ok..thanks" then she went back to the rest . zooble and ragtha looked up from thier conversaition. "oh pomni hi i was woried you wouldn't come you sounded not quite sure " " well im here so yh...i did come" ragtha laugthed at that." well i think we should start heading out now we are all here" everyone agreed so we left .