Lando Norris
I knew she would be here today, i just didn't think it would hurt like this. Her husband's arms wrapped around her, yet shes watching me, and I'm watching her. God- the things i would say to her right now- theres just too many. But i know i cant, so i just struggle a smile, and look into the crowd of loyal fans, those who stuck with me, who didn't leave me a permanent whole in my heart. And the biggest issue is that, no one knows what happened except me and her. It was never public. No one knew about it. No one really knew about our past. It was just us. I look back towards her to see shes walking away, she turns her head to look back at me and mouths "i love you, I'm sorry" and tears start to prick from my eyes. Im stuck to the spot in-front of thousands of people, but my eyes can only see one.
Dear Liz,
I know you are married now, i know you have a beautiful daughter, i know you have moved on. And that is why i am writing this to you, as a last goodbye, of all the things i never got to tell you over the past 5 years. I know that you have a new life, without me in it, and i'm happy for you, really
I am. But fuck me i wish i was your husband, i wish i gave you your child, i wish we had a family. I would love you with all my heart, and the issue is that no one gets me like you. You were my person, you were the end for me. I know it. You got me in a way no one else ever will. And now i don't know what to do. Seeing you with Oliver made me want to rip out my heart. I love you Lizzie. I think I've realised that now. I love you so much, and i cant have you and that makes this all the more horrible. Seeing you dance with him, kiss him. That should be me. I fucking hate this. Why did life end up this way. I mean who would have thought, me falling in love with the most perfect person in this world? Not me thats for sure. But wow you were pretty fucking perfect, sweet, funny, we had things in common. I loved you. It's been over five years and we are mutual, but you are like a stranger i know everything about. It's so weird, Lizzie Jones- the first woman i ever loved, and the one who will forever hold a part of my heart.
Love Lando
THE END
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~invisible string~||LANDO NORRIS
Fanfiction"She'll always be weak little Lizzie" Lando Norris and Lizzie Jones grew up together, going on holidays together, family get togethers and school. But they weren't friends, Lizzie chose to ignore Lando, deciding he was too nerdy. The two only ever c...
