Lauren started to walk in his direction but I grabbed a hold of her before she could reach Josh.
"It's fine okay." I said with tears welling in my eyes.
I looked back at josh, and he and the girl were tied up in a makeout. I swear my heart broke a little.
"Bitch, drink." lauren said to me.
I grabbed the bottle of smirnoff and looked at him one more time. We locked eyes and he looked unsettled, and almost sorry. I held the bottle up to my lips and took three large gulps, the burning sensation settling down my throat.
"I'm going to dance. I yelled to lauren."
She had found another guy to talk to, and wasn't paying attention to what I said. I walked back to the living room, dancing in a spot where I could see josh. The guy from earlier walked up to me.
"How about a dance now that your boyfriend's gone princess?" He smirked at me
Maybe It was the alcohol, but probably just the jealousy that led me to dance with him. He was tall, and had dirty blonde hair. Not really my type, but all I cared about was getting Josh off my mind.
I stood in front of him, his arms wrapped around me, moving up and down my body, then settling on my hips. He grabbed my waist and started to grind my ass against him.
I locked eyes with Josh again, and his mouth gaped open with an angry look on his face. He took his arm off the girl and started to walk toward us through the crowd.
The guy I was dancing with turned me around, grabbed my neck, and pulled me into a deep, aggressive kiss.
He was the pulled away from me aggressively by Josh, who looked angrier than I had ever seen him.
"I told you not to fucking touch her." He yelled, his face hot with anger.
"Listen dude, I didn't mean any-"
The guys words were cut off by Josh's fist smashing against his face. The guy fell to the floor, nose bloody. Everyone gasped and ran over to see what was happening.
Josh grabbed my wrist. "We're going" he told me sternly.
At this point, the alcohol had gotten to me, and i could barely move my legs. Josh had to throw my arm over his shoulder to hold me up, and practically carried me out of the party.
We walked to his car, and he opens the door for me and sat me down. He got into the driver side and shut his door. He sat there for a while, looking livid. His face was red and his eyes were dark with rage.
"W-why did you do that-t?" I said, slurring my words. "Do you like me or something?" I smiled and laughed to myself.
He turned to me, and his eyes met mine.
"Ellie. You have no idea." he sighed.
He looked down at the steering wheel and closed his eyes, not saying anything. After a moment, he started the car and drove away from the party.
As the car slowed, I looked out the window, not seeing my house.
"This isn't where my house is silly!" I said sluggishly.
"I know ellie, it's mine. My parents are gone for the weekend, and i thought it would be better for you to stay here then for me to have to explain to your parents why your drunk when i drop you off." He said to me.
" Look at you being smarty smarty smart." I laughed, making no sense.
Let's just get you inside, ok?" He said to me.
For some reason he seemed down, and sort of angry, and i didn't understand why. He was kissing a girl, so i kissed a guy. what was the big deal?
"What's your problem Josh?" I asked. " Why are you so angry. I don't know what I did."
"It's not what you did, It's who you did it with." he said angrily.
"What do you mean?" i asked
"It doesn't matter okay, just drop it." He said dismissively
He carried me from the car up to his room, and tucked me into his bed. He changed into sweatpants and a t-shirt and got into bed next to me.
He wrapped his arms around me and rested his head in my shoulder. He traced circles on my exposed arm, and my breath slowed, feeling his comforting touch.
At this moment, I felt so much love for him, and I had to do something about it. I turned to face him, and stared into his beautiful green eyes. He brushed a strand of hair out of my face and tucked it behind my ear. We sat there for a minuet looking at eachother, and I saw my opportunity. I looked at his lips for a minuet, admiring his beauty. I closed my eyes and leaned in.

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Boy bestfriend
Roman d'amourEllie (17) realizes that she has taken a liking to her boy bsf of 15 years, Josh (17). As she tries to navigate through her feelings about josh, they find their way together (more than friends 🫢)