Titanium

Tori, Emily

-•Tori•-

I started walking to the hotel with tears streaming down my face. My make-up was probably ruined, but I didn't care at the moment. I has such other things on my mind other than that . Like why didn't Emily say anything back at the studio. Why was my life so complicated. Why were my emotions flaring up all of sudden

But the thought that stood out the most was; Why was my past creeping up on me all of a sudden?

I had gotten to the hotel and checked in with the receptionist. She gave me a key and was up to my room.

I opened the door and was so stunned to see how beautiful it was.

The carpet had to be some kind of wool. The table and lights had to be made out of gold.

I walked to the rooms and laid on the bed. The bed felt like heaven. It felt like a TemperPedic bed. It was taking away all my stress away. It felt so good. I wanted to fall asleep, but I couldn't I had to try to come up with an explanation to try to get out of talking about my problems with Nathan.

I just don't want to talk about my past. Most of it involves people hurting me. And basically hurting myself.

I couldn't take it anymore. I relaxed myself on the bed and just let my eyes close.

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I woke up to my door opening. I opened my eyes and saw it was Nathan. Great.

"Babe were talking about this now" Nathan said seriously

I shook my head and had gotten up and walked away from him. I walked into the kitchen to find Jay, Tom, and Max savaging for food.

"Tori. Your alive." Tom cheered, " I was worried about you."

"Awh! Thanks" I smiled

Soon Nathan came out of the bedroom I was sleeping in. He didn't look happy.

"Victoria were talking about this!" Nathan raised his voice

"Nathan I said no" I said calmly.

"No.! " He now yelled, " Ever since you went to the police station you have been going bogus!"

" Nathan you wouldn't get it!" I yelled, "No guy ever gets it. They have no feelings!"

"Bullshit my ass. I do have feelings. I cried when my dog died!" He yelled back.

"Nathan that's different than my situation" Now I say through tears.

"What situation are you going through that makes it different" Nathan said sounding like a teenage girl

This made me get angry and sad.

"Nathan you know what. Let me just say it...I was raped!" I yelled choking on my tears, "That's why it's different! That's why and what makes it even worse is that Emily and I are in a fight and your not making it any better!"

The boys stopped what they were doing and just stared at me. Including Nathan.

"Tori... I didn't know I'm so sorry" Nathan said almost speechless

"No Nathan. Don't sorry me this or babe just let me help. No I'm done. My life is going down the drain. People hate me. Everybody hates me !" I cried

Nathan grabbed my arm,

"Nathan your just like the rest."

I jerked my arm from grip and slammed the door and ran right out of the hotel. I was blinded by my tears and nearly ran somebody over.

-•£mily•-

Somebody was laying on top of me on the floor. The girl had pinkish blueish brown hair almost like Tori's. The girl had gotten off of me and just looked at me. It was Tori.

Her face turned as white as a ghost.

"Emily..it's happening again" that was all she had to say before I pulled us both off the floor and we both hugged each other. She was crying on my shoulder but I stiffened up and pushed her arm length away from me.

"This is all my fault again isn't it. If I would have stood up for you like you would for me then you wouldn't have to go through this right know. I can never forgive myself Victoria May and for that I don't think I deserve to be your best friend" I said looking down shamefully.

Victoria looked up at me, "Don't you ever say that again. You are my other half. I don't know what I would do without you. And it all isn't your fault. It's most of mine and well Nathan's."

"But Victoria. You don't get it. When you ran our I saw your cuts. It made me feel even worse. " I said almost crying

"Emily don't. Please don't. Don't blame yourself. I don't want to you to lock yourself in your room forever. I don't want to have to get into another fight with you. I don't. I already am in a fight with Nathan. I don't need another one" Tori addressed

"Wait why are you in a fight with Nathan?" I questioned

"Long stor-

"Victoria there you are! I was worried about you." Nathan cried, "I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to."

Tori just shook her head, "Nathan you don't get it. You never will."

"Just please let me help. " Nathan offered

She shook her head and gave me I'm-Staying-With-You-Tonight look.

We both had gotten up and started walking to my room until Nathan said something under his breath making Tori stop dead in her tracks.

"Excuse me?" Tori spoke

"You heard me. Your just like your mom. A crazy bitch who never knows when to calm down" Nathan said

Tori's hand connected to his face making a big slap sound.

"Don't you even dare talk about my mother. Even though she has hurt me in the past, I love her to death." Tori said through gritted teeth.

Nathan stood there holding his cheek.

Tori looked at me, "I need to get some clothes ."

I nodded and she walked me to her and the boy's hotel. I opened the door and quickly had gotten face plated with a white puffy pillow that made me fall to the soft carpet. I opened my eyes to see everyone on clutching their stomach.. I looked up to see who hit me and it was Siva. I snatched the pillow from his hands and threw it at him making him also fall.

Max helped me up. He came into a hug, so I wrapped my arms around his waist. I was waiting for his arms to wrap around me, but all I felt was something cold going down my back. Cold and wet. It almost felt like water. I touched my back and screamed.

"Max! " I yelled, "You guys are cruel."

Everyone of them started laughing . Tori walked out of the room with her purse and a couple of bags of clothes. Wow. This fight between her and Nathan must be serious.

I looked to Nathan and he frowned as so did Tom, Kelsey and Nareesha.

"Where ya' going Tori" Tom asked.

"With Emily" She declared, "I need a breather from everything"

"But Hun" Kelsey said walking over, "We were going to have girl time!"

Tori looked like she felt bad, "I'm sure we can do it again this Friday. When and if everything settles down."

" So in three days?" Nareesha said smiling "Yes. In three days." Tori said

"Oh yeah." Nareesha again said smiling, "You know how I told you I was going to call my manager"

Tori nodded. As for me? I was totally confused.

"Well he wants to do a photoshoot with you and Emily and sorta' with the boys tomorrow. Sorry for just letting you guys know.," Nareesha declared

A smile irrupted Tori's face, "Aww thanks Nareesha. Your so nice. You have no idea."

Nareesha smiled and hugged Tori. We said are good-byes and both left to my hotel room.