The light has abandoned me,
I am crippling in one corner of darkness,
I have nothing, everything left me,
I rest my head in my knees and cry till I feel everything is alright.
I am a burden,
A disgrace,
I lost my honor and I can never get it back,
I lost everything.
Dreams are crushed,
Desires are worthless,
I cannot feel anything I am numb by my own vain.
Everything is full of sadness and despair.
I can never escape this madness,
I can never outrun my own anxiety.
For I have fallen.
