they called me selfish while they have a perfect life at home, while my mom is dying and my parents keep fighting and my friends are drifting away from me and i have 4 mental illnesses and adhd and ocd and band aids and gauze hidden under my long sleeves and dont i deserve to be just a little selfish?
they call me fat even though i have anorexia and the thought of food makes me want to throw up
they call me stupid even though i have straight As
they call me mean even though im nothing but nice
give me a fucking break
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