To do with passion passion telefoniczna 27 a m 1 92-016 passion that World War 2 World War 3 World War 4 World War 1 World War World like what world like war world like an s world like abduction of safe is that to have war to have war inside os to have oxygen once oxygen sealing thief stolen it is not to be foundation solid to be foundation solid to be splolid foundation to have it all but exeything stolen not by cancer cancer not a thief cancer family could have cancer not me family against the law safe is not family is abduction to walk away aware known that the pain of that to bang your head equals to death to walk away unaware or aware of the aware that not walking away this time could lead to not lead to could lead to where' where would it lead to to move my feet two steps where would I go where I just fair fairly Naturality naturally hit my head how would I even move an inch or go towards the sun like go to UK like towards the sun when the sun shining so brightly could kill my eyes could be a need for safety for these 5 year 4 year old feet to walk 2 inches to steps do bramy to the gate telefoniczna 27aM1 they call it 92-016 two inches unknown what it is so quick like two inches the brama not a brama still a brama gate to someone, like black out faint two steps two steps near the gate brama near the entrance two steps pass out from hitting a head no way pretend to break a leg to distract the heart inside me to breathe a different way to take all I have for me to faint, need time to recover a lot of recover never recover, when I can't ever vomit be sick cause I have a collar bone can burp though like that can throw up if I take drugs one day could throw up of I had it in my throat I'd know that cause I have eyes to know taste to know how to walk i have eyes what I know, already and would know anyway if I was dying, sick cause a car could've hit me there for me to see torture there is the idea the sun could hurt my face and my eyes for me to have a pale skin tone pale not pale fair facial expression fair pale facial expression I'd have like my heart beat pale fair facial expression able to see if I'd be dehydrated on my face having a shadow on my nose on or around my kosę to have a shadow bags like bags under my eyes Naturality my face Naturality my face my facial expression Naturality nature outside the window, like water Naturality my face like water like oxygen to be fair like alcohol, Naturality justified use of naturality* know use of Naturality? unknown perhaps to me, Naturality my love inside or safety I could be possess, safety as in already safe as a person Naturality then, the abducted safe, the face that could kill the sun the oxygen that killed by looking at my face to have a collar bone be like death I could be death for that to never to always death to alone death need alone death I am Mia ana frozen to death unknown what Mia ana means to you, my knowledge of my brain, how the sun could kill me or my eyes how my face could kill the sun to look like or be like the sun is to be death to die not inside but all around to have war inside and be that war peace to be sound inside need be need to be war to be war to be need to be water to be oxygen to be safety for someone to be aware to know of what it it that it is not and what it is not to be qhat it is anyway the sun like the sun the space like space the sun like the sun me like the sun space like space death. death like war death the way I cannot stand without safe all around why telefoniczna it came to be telefoniczna 27am1 it came to be like telefoniczna it came to come to arrive similarity that I am that place need that place be that place to need that place be the place almost as in empty to be aware of pain is to be like pain like sound to be to know music is to know pain pain music the pain of my chest next to the piec telefoniczna the pain of the charcoal and unknown of the pain unresolved issue to do with law the law inside the law like charcoal unresolved the pain of charcoal for it to burn fake like the pain I feel inside my chest maybe actually my live no my chest actually collar bone that's not really a collar bone just used to be tramwaj used to be washing machine not a washing machine health I do know about like a washing machine I do know about psychology I already know psychology expert for me to hear like a washing machine like a tramwaj I am was and will be, me to become never a me to not know myself because of that, telefoniczna that I received to be there to be there to be able to stand as I don't have a collar bone mine is like that like sound maybe like pain my collar none like charcoal like weglany piec solid foundation for me to be stuck and not stuck there to need it to need oxygen to red to die, worthless I'd be, war ongoing like pedofiles ongoing is it war like settled status like screaming settled status like war then settled status war like that, the pain of me the pain of abduction of like tearing me and my soul everything that is part of my human body not a human body for me to know about it still a human body my soul that, - 'soul' all that is part of and every single tiny piece it comes together for me to know to be aware of to be myself my own relation to know all these pieces of this soul my own just my won all the parts of this soul this human body this soul and just but me god not as it is deep treasured inside safety to be foundation solid foundation is to deep longing treasured safe inside part of my soul safe there's gone there part of the law of my human body and only just but mine already worthless before the light of day I'd see that I wouldn't actually see to need eyes to see the sun is to need an electricity box to be the house or more like a flat to be the house is to be the soil to be soul to be the flat house soul as I have been am still the soul the house the building aware of the trees and all that is around connected to my human body the building used to be to foundation solid like me that is this foundation solid created myself solid foundation, just needed to be safe alone that is, war that is around the sight the smell torture of that that had become next to be nearby to be like me to be about me the past of my own being there already the soil the story of the sun before I came before I carried out of forward towards the life to be towards death towards die towards sound towards smell my human body only one, my own I'd know only. me god cares for that that I'd be unique the wind that 8S broken that loves us all important maybe for god important the wind the broken oxygen with water like my hypocampus or my collarbone maybe like my wrist the wind like hypocampus is the wind maybe just fair like oxygen wind rain as I need to know all that for my human body to work and for me to be able to move that's just me so I'd know that, my human body, fly allergy like charcoal sick I'd be dead dead for that what I'd say as a child I need to grow up like a toddler I am I'd be a toddler for you to leave run away no peace around no peace in my soul you crash a car almost no way to leave alone a need far from you the torture of abuse the hidden poison of abuse the hidden poison to do with relating to abuse abuse is me torture in the past for me to be aware for me to be aware cause the wind is like hypocampus my own is torture for me to have to know words before being born not being born at all then when I'd know words since forever like a girl in a dress being a woman in a dress maybe a girl still to know words this way already, that I'd know words in a womb if I knee safety to be solid or foundation or solid foundation or foundation solid to know not know to not have a dictionary in my head to not hear word know Is to be abuse I could be abuse can't I am perhaps even though paralysed is against the law can't I am can't I am abuse I am predictability I am my human body the one I have become I am that thing, one I just have don't know words cause of cancer being there never use words my soul I just do move around no time for that u known safety cause safe I am safe to be a foundation solid I am safe already safe not chance of me using words in a womb because of the fact that I was drowning inside of there instead and cancer like a camera there for it to watch it it must be aware abuse not me the girl dancingcancer taught me how to walk before I ever left the womb which I wasn't in cancer taught me how to walk drowning like in your own tummy in cancers tummy instead for it to save my life no laws of nature there to bind or abuse my body when I don't know what you mean drowning like in a well whilst creating my human body is equals to cancer being there and helping me learn how to walk before even anything no words in my head drowning without water like burnt alive must be frozen to death to be in here not in here cause here is my brain how its like the and that like cancer saving the life so I can see the sunrise and know that one day I can die. to be or not to be that is the question, to be or not to be, to be or not to be not a question, perhaps to be or not to be that is the question.
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Teen FictionHej, nazywam się Mia Rudd i mam 18 lat. Mieszkam w Londynie od 13 lat. Od ukończenia 17 roku życia mieszkam sama, bo moja mama pracuje za granicą i "zazwyczaj" przysyła mi jakieś pieniądze bym miała na jedzenie i swoje potrzeby. Czasem też kupuje mi...