Sebastions pov

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For some reason the walk home felt so much longer than it usually does. I can't believe I hugged her. I

run my fingers through my hair and squeeze my hoodie over my heart. I wonder if she could feel how fast my heart was, I could definitely feel hers.

She was so warm and her lips felt so soft..ah! What am I thinking I can't believe I did that twice! But..she also let me do it twice.

My head feels so fuzzy and it's not from the nicotine buzz. Why does my heart feel so heavy when I look or thinking about her.

I even felt jealous when Sam and Abby kept touching her so freely like it was second nature. What is wrong with me. I kick a couple rocks down the path until I reach my house.

Normally mom and Demetrius are already in bed so maybe I can sneak to the kitchen and grab some food before heading to my room.

As I open the door to our house I notice there's a light on in the kitchen which isn't normal. Damn I bet mom's in the kitchen waiting for me.

I sigh and walk over to the kitchen to see my mom sitting there with her hands under her chin waiting for me. She doesn't seem upset though instead she has a shit eating grin on her face.

Fuck she totally knows I was hanging out with Paige and is gonna pester me about it. I stand there frowning waiting for her to say anything.

"Hi sebby, sit down I'll warm you up some food". I reluctantly sit down and stare at my hands. "Sooo..." she looks at me while she warms up some pumpkin soup.

The smell filling my nose and making my mouth water. "She's cool". She giggle as she sets down the bowl in-front of me. "Just cool?"

She asks leaning her head on one of her hands. "Yea mom, just cool". I shrug feeling my face get alittle hot hoping she doesn't notice.

"She is coming by tomorrow to talk about upgrades and other things maybe I'll invite her to dinner". She winks at me and I groan. "Moooommm"

she giggles and gets up to go lay down "good night sebby. she will be here tomorrow around 9 just so you know". As she walks off I can feel my whole body release from how tense I was.

I didn't say anything to her be cause i definitely want her to ask Paige to stay for dinner. Hopefully she doesn't call me sebby in front of her though.

I would die of embarrassment if she did that. I quickly finish my food and leave my dish in the sink after rinsing it out.

Maybe I should take a shower before heading to my room. I check my phone and realize Paige texted me 'goodnight Sebastian I'm heading to bed, please let me know you made it home safe I will worry if you don't😿".

I smile at the use of the cat emoji. She's too cute I swear 'I made it home safe, sleep well'. I respond then shut off my phone.

I jump into the shower and begin rinsing myself off letting the memories of meeting Paige replay through my head. I suddenly remembered her bending over inches in front of me and accidentally seeing her lacy thong and how sexy she looked when she winked back at me.

My face heats up fast and I feel myself twitch. She looked so sexy in her outfit, I can't imagine she wears stuff like that while farming.

Different naughty mental images flow through my mind before I shake my head. She's probably not like that at all, she acts like a lady all the time. I begin to stroke myself thinking about what I would do to her if she was mine.

My hands around her throat and her legs spread open, my name falling from her lips biting at her piercings when she feels good.

I moan softly trying to use the sound of the shower to drown myself out. I continue to think about biting her neck and thighs leaving hickeys all over her beautiful body, then fucking her senseless until the only thing she can think or say is my name.

I suddenly cum all over my hand, my breath is ragged and my mind fuzzy. I can't believe I just did that to the thought of her. She probably doesn't feel the same way so I should definitely keep my feelings to myself.

Maybe I should talk to Sam though since he could probably already tell I was acting different around her. I quickly finish washing up and get out.

When I make it to my room i decide to text Sam to see if he is awake. 'Hey, you awake?' I begin getting dressed thinking he may actually be asleep since he drank and all.

just as I throw my shirt on my phone dings and I see it's Sam 'duh of course I'm awake. What's up?'

I sit on my bed and lay down 'I walked Paige home after you left'. Not even a second later I'm getting a call from Sam and I answer "are you serious? What happened? Tell me everything!"

He quickly whisper yells into the phone. I chuckle "well.." I cut myself off thinking about how we shared a cigarette. "Well? Well what!

Tell me man I'm dying over here". I bite my lip and calm myself down so I don't seem to excited "well she stumbled when getting up so I offered to take her home, and when we got outside I lit up a cigarette.

I felt like a jerk cause I didn't ask if she was ok and so i apologized but she asked if we could share and I said yes. But for whatever reason instead of just handing it to her...I pressed it to her lips myself.".

Sam gasps from the other side of the line. "No way dude I can't believe you didn't that! What did she do?" I smile and continue "actually we kind of just looked into each other's eyes. You could cut the tension with a knife though. But we continued walking in silence after that. We talked a little bit but when we got to her farm I did it again".

Sam laughs quietly "dude what is with you. I've never known you to be so forward". I blush hard "well.. I realized that I might think she is kinda somewhat cute I guess maybe". He pauses and the line is silent "I fucking knew it! He almost yells before catching him self.

"I knew it! Dude the second I saw you two lock eyes I could feel your whole demeanor change". I brush my fingers through my hair

"what are you talking about I was literally standing behind you when I saw her". He chuckles "you are my bestfriend I know these things". I smile and stay silent for a minute

"just so you know I could really tell when I hugged her and I saw your eyes look dark and scary". A bolt of shock goes through my body as he says that

"r-really? You noticed that? I'm sorry dude". I say softly. he laughs "don't worry but just so you know I'm gonna keep hugging her so don't get jealous I don't like her. You know I have a thing for penny".

I could tell his voice changed when he brought up penny. "I'll try and I know. I was just mad at myself for not being able to hug her too, I was way too embarrassed, she's so pretty I couldn't handle it".

I play with the bottom of my shirt remembering her outfit and the way she hid her smile with her hands or chewed on her lips when she was nervous. Sam yawns bringing my attention back to reality.

"Well I'm going to bed night seb". "Night Sam" I say before hanging up and staring at my ceiling. Better get to bed so I can wake up early enough to see Paige.

I take off my shirt before getting under the sheets, for the first time in forever I actually fall asleep rather quickly.

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