DIARY OF A CERTAIN STORIES

YELLOW CONFESSION

This was the confession of Kenyo written in yellow paper...

I never thought I would find myself pouring my heart out on this yellow paper, but here I am, hoping that someone will understand the weight of my words.  My life has been a tumultuous journey filled with pain and betrayal. 

I've faced horrors that no one should ever endure, starting with the betrayal of my own uncle. He was supposed to protect me, to guide me, but instead, he stole my innocence and shattered my trust .

 It was a bright and sunny Monday when was doing a household chores then my uncle from work went home, he talk to me for a bit and then suddenly he came near me and start touching me uncomfortable, I tried to stop him but due to his manly nature he forced me to Putin his room. He even slapped me so hard that I thought my head will fall due to the impact of his slap ..

 after that he began to do cruelty as I , the powerless yet scared watched him raped me multiple times. The memories haunt me, replaying in my mind like a nightmare I can't escape.

Just when I thought I could begin to heal, another darkness crept into my life. Aaron, someone I had hoped would be a friend, turned out to be another source of pain. 

In a quiet hall of our library ,Aaron and I were doing our school works until he forcedly kiss me out of nowhere, I tried to fight him but he was so strong due to his athletic body. 

And again, cruelty won leaving me naked of dignity and crying over a cruelty  of the world, reminding me that trust can be a dangerous game. I felt trapped in a cycle of abuse, my spirit bruised and battered, and I questioned whether kindness even existed anymore. The weight of my experiences often felt unbearable, and I often found myself wondering if I could ever find solace.

But then came you—my lovely friend and girlfriend. Your presence in my life has been a beacon of light in my darkest moments. You've shown me what true friendship and love look like, and for that, I am eternally grateful. 

You listened when I needed to speak, held my hand when the memories threatened to drown me, and reminded me that I am not defined by my trauma. Your kindness and understanding have helped me reclaim parts of myself that I thought were lost forever.

I want you to know how much you mean to me. Despite the cruelty I've faced, your love has given me hope. You've taught me that there is beauty in vulnerability and strength in opening up. I'm still healing, and I know it will take time, but with you by my side, I believe I can face the world again. 

Thank you for being my safe haven, for loving me despite my scars, and for showing me that I am worthy of happiness. You are the light in my life, and I promise to cherish and protect our bond with all that I have.

HEAVENLY YOURS

KENYO <3