❤︎ 𝚃𝙾 𝙵𝙴𝙴𝙻 ❤︎

𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖

im happy.

for now.

for now, im happy

but

what about

later?

what about

when youre not here?

will she go with you?

what will i do then?

honestly

you're right

most of the time

no

all of the time

you were right when you told me

once you left

i would never meet someone like you

ever

again

sometimes

i wish you could stay

forever

sometimes

i wish you could be with me

all the way until the end

other times

i'm angry

sad

hurt

bored

or even

just blank

but i know

you would never leave me

never

at least 

never in my heart

so i think

when you're not here

if she goes with you

i think-

i think i will choose life

because honestly?

if i don't?

then

there will be no choice at all