(*Warning every chapter will contain sensitive and serious topics, minors and readers be advised.*)
-----------------------------------------------------------------------Her POV:
My friend Tariq said that he wanted to introduce us to his cousin, he recently transferred here. I don't really give a crap but he sounded a but excited to introduce us. My friend Nia is waiting outside for me to get done in the bathroom.
I finish up and walk out the stall, i look down and averted my gaze from the other girls in tge bathroom with me. Getting changed for what i assume for their P.E lesson, ive never liked being in a room with people getting undressed regardless of their gender, not just that these girls were beutiful...and im not..im too insecure about my body to get changed infront of them so i go into a separate stall to change...feeling like every time i look into the mirror i want it to crack and shatter..since i only see my flaws..wait..i need to stop before it gets worse...
I walked out the bathroom after cleaning myself up a bit and made my way through the older girls since they were blocking the exit out the bathroom, i saw Nia smiling back at me when i came out, we laughed and giggled walking our way to the friend group as we talked about epic the musical.
While walking out to our friend group we see Tariq and walk up to him "Hey, who did you want to introduce?" we asked as he put on that annoying gremlin face that he does. He say's "Well i wanted to introduce you to my cousin, Alexander!" he said as a guy comes out around the corner, now i thought all the people in Tariq's family were short but this guy? Was so F#ing tall! Now maybe im just short but yoh this guy is like 6'1 compared to me! Like im still 4'9!
Nia and i take a good look at this guy, tall, milk caramel tea skin, dark hair, dark and deep eyes, glasses, clear skin, big bod but not big as in fat like his chest is wide and bold and he looks strong and..handsome...wait how old is this guy!?
"Hey? Its nice to meet my lil cousins friends." this guys said and damn he has a nice voice too!? I hear Nia speak beside me snaping out of my train of thought "Yeah hi? Damn i thought all the people in Tariq's family were dwarfs but here we are! Im Nia and this is Marcy" she said as they all turn to me "O-oh! Yeah hi i guess..." i said. Gosh why the F### did i stutter?! What's wrong with me why am i feeling like this..why does he keep staring at me!?
I try to keep myself from staring back at him but when he looks away i admire his features..wait what? What am i thinking? Nia grabs my arm as we say bye to this guy and she asked me what was wrong, i don't know whats wrong with me! Gosh just play it cool! "Y-yeah im fine!" wow real smooth me.. Anyway she looks at him and asked a very important Question "So what grade are you in?" and he replied "Oh the same as you just in a different class and yeah im only a year older then you two" i felt like i was gonna melt at his voice, he is in the same grade as me? I felt kind of sad that he wasn't in our class but also kind of relieved since i don't know but i can't be next to him for long.
Nia and i say bye even though i wanted to get to know him better and we walked away. I couldn't stop thinking about him and yet i played it off like it was normal. Later i realised i had a crush on him, but that couldn't be normal right? No such thing like 'love at first sight' it was ridiculous in my opinion yet he felt different then every guy ive greeted, it felt like a warm hug and i do love hugs!
Later that Day Nia and i get to know him more, he was super funny and he maid me laugh and smile every second. Not only that he supports LGBTQ! He even said he was Bisexual himself it was nice to bond with him more. So not only that he's really kind and sweet with manners! ACTUAL MANNERS! All the people i have ever met here were so rude and didn't have any but he was different, also found out he respects others and he's actually pretty fun to hang out with, turns out he's clingy like me and he is such a gentle men. He coverd Nia, Alexa, morgan and me from the rain with his jacket once!
He was perfect and utterly amazing in my eye's...yes granted he was a little stupid at times but thats what makes him so...anyway! I don't think i would even get the chance to be with him if i tried...i mean not only do we have different religions we are a little different in other ways like how his parents are strict or how he's perfect and im not. But my heart instantly warmed up when i made him smile and laugh with one of my jokes, his laugh was like sweet honey..it absolutely warmed my heart seeing him like that...
He was truly amazing in my eyes, flaws or not no matter what people think.. Anyway i thought maybe i shouldn't let my feelings go for long, he was telling us in a venting session about his ex's. Cruel B#tches that hurt him in more ways then one..betraying him, hurting him mentally and just using him..it wasn't right that they did that..he deserves so much better...maybe i could treat him better...make him smile like i do to others...but im scared if i hurt him like his ex's.
I don't want to hurt him ever...he's too precious for that...i swear even if we weren't together I'd make him smile either way..everyone deserves to be happy! Like what im doing right now! We're all sitting here having fun as i sit next to him as he yaps to me about his games, i pulled out a joke and he smiled.. Saying i was easy to talk to, that really hit me hard in the heart looks like cupid really isn't making it easy.
Alexa looked at me and put on a smug face when she saw me look at him, ofc i flipped her off and said it was nothing.
(To be continued..)
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