23. emotional turmoil

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Please do tell me about your view on mia?
Do you all like her or not?

"Pass ayee duriyaan phir bhi kaam na hoyi
Ek adhuri si hamari kahani rahi "

"Pass ayee duriyaan phir bhi kaam na hoyi Ek adhuri si hamari kahani rahi "

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Next day

"Are you sure they are going out today? " Asking I took a sip of my juice and the man in front of me shivered due to my gaze.

Don't know what it is but whenever I see people shivering because of me i get peace it's different type of relief to me.

"Y-ues maam they -will leave at evening " He replied passing me the phone where a video played in which revaan was making a reservation for his sweet soon to wife.

Seeing him doing all this to other girl is making me to burn this whole world in front of him including his lily.

My hands automatically fisted and my nails digged in my own skin leaving bruises. I will surely make you suffer more revaan.

I know I don't love you, but you are important for me. Only are the one who can save....

The reason behind that I'm not follow revaan like a shadow like before is he is back. The one and only who I am scared off is back.

Thinking about that thing my hands stared shivering and my body felt weak. Before any other shut person can see my this state I kicked him out.

"Get the fuck out of here "

I shouted suddenly making him flinch and quickly made his way out for his dear life.

After 20 minutes of calming myself down I went to my room going straight to take a shower to discard the pain by water.

Discarding my clothes I stood in the shower. The water escalated down my body punching somewhat relief to my body. But still it can't be cured forever. Maybe never.

After taking a long bath third time of the day just in morning I wore a bathrobe exiting the bathroom and went to closet.

After getting changed in my clothes I sat on bed taking deep breaths.

I need to do something to stop all this soon.
Or else.....

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Pathetic is how I'm sitting on a cafe after witnessing my obsession doing things for his love . But that doesn't hurt me i only want him to be mine at this moment.

I may be crazy or I am crazy I don't mind but he had to become mine so I could escape my nightmare.

And more pathetic is how I'm having mixed emotions swirling inside. Like I'm angry and other is more dreadful as I'm scared.

Scared of the man who is behind me like my shadow. I never knew in my Wildest dreams that he could come back for me.that was the last I expected from him.

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