Mysterious

Chapter 13

I was in my room, I just need some time for myself because I feel like a lot of stuff doesn't work out in my head.

I mean I know that a lot of them told me that Kim won't give a fuck about it. And that i should not stress myself out but I never thought that this is what they meant.
I feel like I don't even know her.

I mean it's good.. that she didn't get mad at me because I honestly don't want to lose my best friend over a man. But what now?
Marshall seem fucking happy earlier, but I don't know if I really want this.

I know how their relationship was. And I know that Marshall is not a easy man. He never was, will never be.

I took my clothes off and went in the bathroom.
I need to relax my fucking brain or I'll go crazy.

Marshall's Pov:

Im happy Jessica told Kim about what happened between us. And I'm happy that Kim doesn't have a problem with it. And I honestly don't know why I don't take her out on a date.
I just feel she really doesn't want me.

"Kim.."
"Hm?"
"You think she likes me?"
"Marshall.. I think it's time for you to go upstairs and talk to her and fucking finally invite her out if you really want something from her. If not and you only want to fuck her then you better get the fuck out."
"Yo! First of all this is my house that bought it for you. Second of all I don't want her just to fuck her. You stupid bitch."
"Then do something. You stupid asshole."
"Aight fine. Now shut up." I walked upstairs

I knocked on her door but she didn't answer. I opened the door and saw her clothes on the bed.
She might be in the shower.

I knocked on the bathroom door and said: "Jes.. are you in there?"
"Yeah just one minute." She said

Jessica Pov:

I got out of the water and put a towel around my body and opened the door.
He's sitting on the bed.
"You look beautiful.." he said
"T-thanks.." I said nervously
Why the fuck am I so nervous?
"Yo.. I.. i wanted to ask you if you wanna go on a date.."
He what?

"You and me? On a date?"
Fuck this is really bad. My father can't see me with no man on a fucking magazine.
"I.. no. It's better if we don't go on a date. Paparazzi will take pictures and I don't need that kind of scandal in my career."
"Yo I don't need that shit as well but I want you Jes.." he stepped closer to me
"Marshall.. please not here.." I said and I felt his hands on my waist

"Why the fuck you always act like this? I mean.. last time you loved it when I use to touch you and now you don't even look at me."
"It's not.. You know what Marshall."
"Hm?"
"I'm going to this date but not in the public. I don't care but you gotta figure it out."
"Yo for real?"
"Yes.."
"Aight.. damn.." he smiled and looked at me

I should just slap myself for giving him this chance but I just can't say no to him.
I want to get to know him. Whatever will happen after i guess we'll see.

"Can you.. turn around? Or leave my room so I can change.." he nods his head and left the room
Damn that was pretty easy.

"Yo I was thinking.. maybe you want to come to my place.." he said outside the door
"Now?"
"After dinner.."
"Okay.." I said
"Aight that's good. Take your time there I'm downstairs." He said

Alright so this is going to be crazy. If my father finds out I'm a dead woman. Jesus why the fuck am I always attracted to those ones that I'm not supposed to get attracted to.

After I clean everything in the room and made my bag ready I went downstairs to help Kim.
Marshall was on the couch with the girls watching tv. He smiles at me when he sees me.
I don't know why but he makes me feel so shy whenever he looks at me like that.
This is so bad.. this attraction between us is so bad..

"And?" Kim said as she saw me
"And what?"
"You feel better?"
"I think so yeah.. he uh.. he invited me on a date."
"That's good but what are you going to tell your father?"
"I told Marshall that I won't go in public with him. I honestly will get in so much trouble."

"You take care alright. Everywhere you go."
"I know.. I should probably call my father again so he won't get to call me in the wrong moment."
"Yeah.."

Marshall Pov:

Why would she be in trouble if her father will see her with me?
I fucking hate secrets or when somebody lies to me.
So she better don't fucking lie to me because I ain't gonna start shit with her.

Kim walks in the living room and tells the girls to go wash their hands.
I went in the kitchen and hugged Jes from behind.
A male voice is on the phone. She pushes herself away from me and walks upstairs.

"Give her some time." Kim said
"Who was that on the phone?"
"Her father.."
"And why can't she talk here?"
"Oh god. If you keep acting like this she will leave you in the next second."

Jessica Pov:

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"Yes papa I know.."
"Look sweetheart I just wanna know that you're alright. I could send you more bodyguards."
"No! I'm okay. Please just stop acting like I'm 15 years old. I just wanted to see how you and mom are."
"We're good. We're worried about you."
"No need to be worried papa. I'll soon come home to see you guys. But I still got a lot of work to do."
"Let me know and I'll send Erik after you. You just take good care of you."
"I can come home by myself. And yes I'll take good care of me."
"And remember no-"
"No boys. I know. I love you pops I'll see you soon."
"Love you too honey. Take care." He hung up the phone
~

Ugh.. this is so bad.  I hate when my father treats me like I'm 15.
He really doesn't want me to date because he thinks every guy wants the same thing. And that only to get me in bed.
Which I totally understand but still I won't listen to his stupid rules.
I'm a grown woman. I'll date and have a boyfriend. And when the time is I'll bring him home with me.
He can't tell me nothing then.