" Where do I truly belong, father? "
— Alexdander IV
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Alexander is going through his father's room. As he walked around the huge room, he decided to rummage through the drawer. Although he knew he shouldn't pry in his father's business, he felt like so. He doesn't know why, and he feels like it.
It's a rare desire
As he rummage through the drawer beside his father's study table. He sees a diary.
It seemed interesting.
He thought.
He then went through the diary, page by page. The first page was his father biodata of himself from the 1900s.
As he went through the pages, he saw an interesting topic
Oo?
" 𝕸𝖄 𝕯𝕰𝕬𝕽 𝕬𝕷𝕰𝖃𝕬𝕹𝕯𝕰 " ¹
curious as a kitten. He went through the page.
" My dear Alexander, my whole heart. My first child. Although he's nowhere to be my biological child, he got my whole heart. He got my eyes since I first laid on. He's a suitable ruler for England.
My love for him is unwavering, unconditionally, and most importantly, infinity. No words could express how grateful I am to have him as my son.
My companion, Alexander.
He's now twelve years old, and he's studying hard. What a hardworking child he is.
My son, Alexander.
I hope he won't turn out as a bratty teenager
I hope he knew his limits and etiquette
I hope he grew up to be a loving gentleman.
My love.
My whole heart.
My Alexander.
My son. "
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As Alexander read through the diary, he felt a pang in his heart.
Hurt.
Disappointed.
And, affection.
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He's happy that Edward loved him as much as a real son. But, as happy he is, he's sad that Edward didn't even bother to tell him he's adopted. He now longed to know his biological parents. Who are they exactly?
Do they know him?
Do they miss him?
Do they dream about him?
Or they straight up don't care?
Or they don't they care enough to take care of him?
Is it the reason why they gave him to Edward?
Is that why?
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Alexander felt a pang of anger rushing through his blood. He never felt so angry at his thoughts. He never did. But when he thought about it. It feels right to be angry, frustrated, and disappointed at his biological parents.
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He put the diary away and stormed out of the room.
Why?
Many why's run in his head.
" Am I really unimportant to them? "
He felt a surge of anger running through him
