The secret of a teenage girl

part 4 - 𝓹𝓵𝓪𝓷𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓷𝓰𝓮

i listened to music for hours but i wasn't even concentrating. i was just laying in my bed in the dark staring at the bottom of Layla's bed above me like it was so interesting. disappointment and anger was switching in my head like crazy. and we all know what those two make... revenge! i wasn't even thinking straight at this point. i sat up on my bed and looked at my phone. it was almost one o'clock in the morning. i stepped to the window and sat on the windowsill gazing at the sky through the glass. everything was so quiet. 'i should probably think this trough! it's also possible that i'm just overreacting.' thought, reminding myself of my short-tempered personality. i was ready to forget about the whole revenge thing when i suddenly got an idea that i just couldn't let go. i picked up Polly's phone from the charger of that little kitchen counter we had in our one room house. i quickly typed in the passcode and her phone let me in. i immediately went to her messages and i saw something that shocked me. 'why didn't i think of this? of course they have a group chat without me' i whispered as i could feel the anger take over me again. i opened the group chat without thinking while i already prepared myself for the shit talks about me. i needed preparation. hangouts i wasn't invited to, group pics without me, laughing at jokes i didn't understand, and the endless convos about me. i didn't want to cry but as i read those messages my eyes unconsciously filled with tears. i quickly wiped them with the sleeves of my shirt and hardly concantrated on not crying. 'i can't cry! if i cry then i let them win! i won't give up! no matter what it takes!' i thought while trying to clam myself down as nobody else could. at this point i wasn't even sad. i was just crying out of anger and i wanted to get revenge more than anything. i wasn't even thinking i threw Polly's phone out of the window as far as i could but unfortunately for me, it heard it hit a window. im pretty sure it was the opposite house where Liam slept. or i thought he slept. I instinctively jumped back to my bed as fast as I could. my heart was racing and i just hoped that nobody heard it. 'oh i swear to god if someone woke up im so cooked!' i wasn't really sure but i think i heard a door open and someone's steps coming in my direction. i was so scared. i could literally hear my heartbeat while i tried so hard to at least pretend im asleep. i just laid there motionless and i felt like i was about to faint. i heard a quiet knock on the window.
-"hey! is someone awake? Adds?" i heard Liam's concerned voice quietly through the glass. i had to think fast. i had two choices. confess to him what i just did and face the consequences or pretend to be asleep and hope for the. it all depends on one thing. will he be on my side and keep it a secret? or it will be against me and tell my friends??
-𝓐𝓵𝔂𝓼𝓼