They should be enough to make him stay. But they weren't. You should have been all he needed. But you weren't. He left. And he left for someone who was the complete opposite of you, but the thing that stung the most was her age. You hate her. You ha...
Warnings: Scott Huffman, language, depictions of anaphylactic shock, mentions of divorce, 18+ ONLY
Word Count: 7.7K
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"Ugh," you groan, tossing another pair of pants on the bed before stomping into the closet. Frustratingly roaming through your clothes. You're pissed off. No, you're in a very irritable mood because things have already not gone your way.
First thing this morning it was Scott asking for you to pick the kids up an hour earlier. Which is fine, but he could have said something last night. Hell, he could have just brought them by the house and let them stay here, so you could have a lazy day with them. In their home. Comfortable. But no! He wanted to be a difficult little bitch.
And then it was the sudden urge to pee. And pee again, but that time almost not making it. Then you burned the bacon and now your house smells like shit. And then! Then your newly painted fingernails — one broke. You just wanted a lazy good morning. And Now too many pants are not buttoning. And you're frustrated, irritable, and in a not great mood.
Happiness is making you gain weight, and you really didn't want to buy more clothes. But you wanted to remain happy. And in love. And, "What are you looking at?" Your words come out a bit harsher than you intended, and you regret the tone immediately, "I'm sorry."
"Doe, what's wrong?" You point over towards the bed, and Andy gives it an odd look. "You're getting rid of some very nice jeans?"
"No," you frown as you just reach for some fucking leggings. You weren't going to try on and fail to button another pair. Not in front of Mr. Perfect Body. Good lord, his body is magnificent. Especially when it's moving inside yours. You hadn't gained that much weight. You're probably just bloated. It's all water weight. "We're eating out too much."
"Once a week?"
"We're — we're just — ugh! When I'm happy I tend to cook and bake more, and the result is the jeans not being able to button. So starting today, I'm not going to be snacking as much. And no matter what you say, I won't be getting one more bite of cake," that is that. Little changes could make the biggest difference.
"I don't think..."
"Andy Barber, I know I'm getting older, and my metabolism isn't as quick as it used to be, so I don't need to hear your excuses," you bend over to roll the leggings up your legs. It's fine. You feel fine. You didn't even care because Andy didn't seem to mind, and you are so very happy. Leggings and an oversized sweatshirt sound like heaven on a day like today.
"That's not what I was going to say. I just think you should..."
"We're going to add some more volume foods. I've just got to stop with the extra slice of bread," he shakes his head no as he smiles and walks towards you, "And I'm going to quit napping so much. I want us to go on a walk every day with the kids. We can take the stroller if they get tired. But I need more movement in my life. If you can go swimming every morning, then I can walk every evening, but I don't want to walk alone."
