You're My Life ( Eres mi vida )

Chapter 56

This chapter contains 5k + words. Please feel free to point out any mistakes.

TBH, I completed writing this chapter at midnight at probably 2am. But the editing took me time. Also, I'm reading a book called "Luv (un)arranged by N.M Patel and guys.... I'm a blushing mess !! There wasn't a chapter where I didn't blush so far. The male lead is a freaking green flag and I kinda relate to the female lead a lot 😭😭. Okay bye.

Happy reading.

AISHANI

"I will go away from your life. Just don't remind me of this every second. It just hurts.." rudransh mumbled taking my hand in his, giving a small peck on my knuckles.

I moved away from him and strated moving towards my room. Once i locked the door, i couldn't help but let out a loud sob that came out muffled. My hands shook as i held my phone not knowing who to call.

Tara di... Yeah, she will definitely help!

But...she's pregnant and i don't want to worry her or rehan jiju.

Tears rolled against my cheeks as i silently cried.

How should i let him go? What if he leaves me after knowing the truth?

But i can't let him stay right....? I don't have that right and now... this adhiraj !

My whole life is messed up.

Why am i so unlucky when it comes to love?

Alan and now Ansh....

Wiping my tears i went towards washroom to freshen up. Once done with skin care i made my way to rudra's room to bring hash. I knocked and waited for him to open the door. Rudra opened the door and we looked at each other before i decided to break the eye contact. I peeked into his room to find hash sleeping on his bed with his legs in air. A smile broke out on my lips as dogs do that only when they're happy.

"Umm..." rudra started to say something.

"I came here to take hash with me.... guess he wants to be here. I'll return to my room" i stated and turned around and took small steps.

Why he isn't calling me?

My ansh likes to have me beside him while sleeping right?

I really should stop refrerring to him as my ansh..

He isn't mine. Not anymore.

He was never mine from the starting.

Tears welled up in my eyes again.

"Aisha...!"

I turned around immediately and looked at him to continue.

"Can you... sleep beside me? For today? The.. l-last time?" he asked with uncertainity in his voice.

Only if he knew how much i want to be in his arms every second.

I nodded my head and he moved aside giving me way to enter. I climbed on bed and saw hash opening his eyes slightly.

"It's just me... sleep" i whispered slowly patting his skin.

Soon rudra joined us. We both were so close yet so far. i laid on my back and slept on the other side as if i don't exist. Why his simple act is causing me so much hurt?

I tossed and turned few times as my thoughts began to drift towards adhiraj. How should i tell rudra about him?

"sha... Aisha...AISHA?!!" I heard rudra calling.

"K-kya?"

(W-what?)

"Kya hogaya tumhe? Koi pareshani hai?" he asked giving me those serious eyes.