Blaze's POV
I wiped my tears away. I had no time for crying, none. Pain shot through me again and again as I limped hastily. I glimpsed down at my bleeding leg and flinched. Crimson red blood flowed continuously out of a giant wound.
Feeling faint, I collapsed on the hard concrete floor. I have no idea where I am. I've been hobbling blindlessly.
The sun had already set, the sky a golden hue. Now it was pitch black, the stars blinking faintly. My wounds stung from the merciless wind that blew gleefully.
I didn't know if I should......
I valued my life a lot. But, recently? Tanah said self harm was horrible. Of course everyone, including me, agreed. That was long before I knew what depression was. Now, I didn't actually know what to do.
Is it weird that life doesn't bring me joy anymore? As if I'm stuck in a cycle. Any time I'm living, I'm hurting deep inside.
I clenched my fists and slammed them against my knees, ignoring the pain. Angry tears slid down my cheek, furious and fast. I curled up into a ball and let it all out, forgetting I was in the middle of a road.
Then, a gleaming beam of light, a too-late screech and- darkness embraced me warmly. Oh, finally. All my worries would be gone. But... my brothers. I shook my head. Well, tried. I was fully aware that I was unconscious.
Why couldn't I have died? Ugh. Nevermind. I hope my brothers are doing well. They probably are since they don't have to carry a burden like me. Air.. Would he.. Care? I forced the thought out of my mind.
I was a stupid mistake. I am- was useless. It was so dumb of me to expect my brothers to do something for my birthday. I didn't deserve it.
'How's the weather?' a comforting voice said. I turned to meet a pair of warm, golden eyes. Tanah. 'Pretty cold,' I responded jokingly. 'I just wanted to say.... I'm proud of you, Api. You did well.' he beamed proudly as he embraced me in a warm, comforting hug. Tears welled up in my eyes.
Tanah patted my head affectionately. 'Don't give up yet, Api. You've come so far. I love you.' 'All of us do.' a familiar voice agreed. I glanced up. The rest of my brothers were there. Daun smiled fondly at me. My brothers.... Loved me? 'Thank you.' I whispered softly.
They started fading. 'Don't go!' I yelped fearfully. They couldn't leave.... Then I realised. They weren't real. 'Please...' "Sorry Api. We believe in you.' Then they were gone.
And so was I.
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birthday
FanfictionThe about: After a tragic incident on the day of Blaze's birthday, he loses his memory. His brothers now have to try to make up for all the bad things they have done to him in the past. A/N: this fanfic is quite past paced, a constant change in cal...
