all those nightmares

Chapter Four

I couldn't believe what I was seeing. Our bottle was lying on the picnic table completly empty. Not even a drop was left. No wonder my brain was so scattered! We drank an entire fucking 60 of vodka! I looked up to see if Siggy was as drunk as me but she was no where to be seen. Great. She's probably off hooking up with Elijah. I forced myself to stand up, stumbling in the process & focused on locating Siggy. After a bit more stumbling, I finally managed to spot her cuddling under a tree with her self claimed "bae". I liked Elijah so I wasn't feeling to upset when my assumption that they were being all cute was confirmed. I let out a slight huff, steering myself back towards the party & once again, smashed into a solid wall of muscle. However this time I didn't fall on my ass. Rather two big hands grabbed my shoulders, holding me up straight. "We've really got to stop meeting like this" the walking sex God said, slurring slightly. Atleast I'm not the only one that's drunk off their ass. "Your the one who's always bumping into me Tom!" I said happily, slapping him playfully on his ridiculously solid chest. Actually "Happily" wasn't even close to describing how fucking amazing I felt in this moment. YEAH, YEAH, YEAH. GET TO THE PRETTY BOY SEX ALREADY & WIPE THAT STUPID FUCKING GRIN OFF YOUR FACE. My sub-concious was right for once, I quickly composed myself. "I'm really happy you came though, when did you get here?" Tom asked with a smile. "Ohhh like an hour ago, me & Siggy drank our entire bottle so excuse my drunkness" I said with a nervous laugh. "No worries, no worries. I'm almost one hundered percent sure you have that resting bitch face syndrome cause you always look pissed when I see you, so its nice to see a smile for a change" he said chuckling. I instantly felt a blush creep across my face, "Do you wanna dance?" I asked quickly, trying to hide my blush. "Hell ya, lead the way!" Tom replied warmly. Then before I knew it we were on the dance floor but we were dancing differently from everyone else. Instead of grinding & all that other type of shit. We were facing eathother, rocking our bodies in sync to the beat. "Do you mind if we dance like this? Im kinda old fashioned so I don't believe in the whole twerking trend" he commented but all I could do was shake my head. I was in a daze. I was dancing with Tom Stactlar. Tom fucking Stactlar. My heart was beating faster with each passing second & my smile was the biggest its ever been. Happiness. Pure happiness is what I was feeling & I never wanted it to stop. Tom gazed down at me, before putting his head into the crook of my neck & his gorgeous lips right beside my ear. His breath tickled as he spoke "You look so fucking beautiful tonight & the fact that you've been moaning softly everytime I move against you, has me thinking you want me to do more to you then just dance." Holy fuck. Holy fucking shit, did he just say that to me. My God his voice sounded so husky, so sexy.... so seductive. UHM HELLO! DID YOU FORGET THE PART WHERE YOU'VE BEEN MOANING! Holy shit! Why the fuck was I moaning? Oh my fuck, I am to drunk for my own good. Moaning! really Lydia, moaning? Careful you don't cum on his shoes for fuck sakes. I went to say something when I felt a hand grab my arm from behind. "We have to leave" Siggy squeaked, she was clearly as drunk as me. Reluctantly I pulled myself away from Tom & turned to face her. "Why? What's wrong?" I asked. Siggy knew how long I had been crushing on Tom so she wouldn't inturrept us like this if it wasn't important, drunk or not. "Can we please just go Lydia?" She said with tears starting to pool in her eyes. I was sober in an instant, "Of course, go sit at the table over there while I call the cab" I said pointing to the nearest picnic table. She nodded & scurried off. "Uhmmm I've-" I began to mutter a useless apology but Tom cut me off quickly, "Don't even worry about it, go be with your friend but before you go, could I uhh maybe get your number?" he said scratching the back of his neck. A huge smile grew on my face & my cheeks were blooming an embarrising red colour but I didn't care. I gave it to him in a heartbeat & after a quick goodbye, I headed over to Siggy to find out what was wrong.

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After having no luck with Siggy, I realized I had no bars this deep in the park. So I had been stumbling out towards the parking lot for the past ten minutes. It usually only takes ten but due to my drunkness, it was going to take a lot longer. While walking I had a million & one thing's racing through my mind. First the fact that this place still made me feel horrible but that was a very faint thought & feeling, thank God. Second how much I wanted to fuck Tom, get married & have cute Stactlar babies. Did I mention the fuck part because I really fucking wanted to. Then we have Siggy, my poor best friend. She refused to talk about it. All I could get out of her was that she wanted to leave. So that's why I was stupidly walking alone to the parking lot so I could call a cab. After another ten minutes I finally reached the parking lot & started walking aimless with my cellphone in the air. I spotted my BMW & decided to walk towards it which seemed to help considering I now had one bar instead of none. The closer I got to my car the more signal I seemed to get. I was now at two, I needed at least three to make a call. Pleaseee just one more bar, c'mon one more....... Yes! Three bars, okay cab comp- my head smashed into the ground hard, I felt my face as it scrapped against the pavement & my body was like a rag doll. What fuck? What the hell just happened? I tenderly touhed my face & winced at the pain it caused. Pulling my hand back, it was covered in blood & my head was now throbbing. I felt something wrapped around my feet & realized that I must've tripped on whatever it was. I let out a huff, shaking my sore head. I looked up & noticed that I had reached my car but there was something not right about it. I blinked a few times, attempting to clear some of my drunk brain away. I looked up at the side of my vehicle once again but with more focus. There was definetly something wrong with my, paint job? I moved slightly to get a closer look but didn't get far since I was still on the ground with something wrapped around my ankles. I shifted my body so that I was on my side then reached down to untangel myself but quickly retracted my hand. Whatever I had touched was ice cold which took me by surprise. Slowly, I turned my head, looking down at what my feet were wrapped in & what my hand had just touched. Fear gripped my heart & my breathing completly stopped. It took a few seconds for my brain to register what my eyes were seeing but once they did I heard a terrified scream ring through my ears & recognized it as my own. Wrapped around my feet was a mangled, bloody corpse. Without hesitating I kicked with all the strength I had until I felt my legs become free. I scrambled forward right into the side of my car. I whipped around to face the cold lifeless body, foolishly fearing it was going to attack me somehow. I was breathing harshly, my vision was blurring with black spots & my eyes were popping out of my skull. I was about to scream again but it got caught in my throat unable to come out. I felt something drip on to my forehead & whipped my head around. I saw what was wrong with my car & it made me want to just drop dead right there. On the side of my white BMW were the words "You're next", written in blood. I let out one last ear shattering scream before everything went black.