Lust of Your Eyes | 18+ For A'tin

CHAPTER 18 - FIND OUT

Morning arises and the two cuddle themselves to sleep, when Ken slightly opened his eyes to adjust from the sunlight roaming thru the curtains as the birds starts to chirp a wonderful tune.

The man looked to it's left to see his lover still sleeping like a log, he kissed him on his head. Grinning from ear to ear. It wasn't the first time they made love, yet it was all special for him as if it was still their first time.

He always like to stare at his lover every morning, kissing him softly and caressing it's hair as he anticipates it's awaken.

He love the man so much, that for a moment he's willing to let go of everything in his grasp and privilege just so he could be with the man. The man who made his world colorful again.

He wouldn't bare to leave him out of sight and yet he doesn't want him to suffocate from his possessiveness..

A once smile on his face suddenly fades as he heave a sigh, like for a moment he thought hesitantly about something..

He slowly removed his arm under the older's nape, as he arched his back to rose from the mattress. Silently leaving his lover behind, sleeping.

He managed to untangle himself and kissed the older on his forehead before heading to their bathroom.

Should I let him..? He thought as he saw his reflection in the mirror.

If so, wouldn't it be risky?? He thought as he brushes it's teeth, doing his same morning hygiene.

He spat the remaining foam from his mouth and gargled the rest using water.

He once again stared at the mirror, contemplating whether what to do from it's situation..

I should at least let him breathe.. He nodded bitterly as if it was hard for him to let the man..

But what does he meant by that?

Is it related to the call he answered yesterday??

STELL

I woke up to feel no presence of my lover, I sighed. I got up and made my way through the bathroom, as usual I did my morning hygiene and went outside...

I saw manang reo organising something, as bored as I was I volunteered but manang said to wait at the garden.. I insisted though but she was eager to let me wait at the garden..

For what? I thought.

I sat down on the picnic bench near the fountain only to be surprised about the set up they made. I wonder what was this all about? What's the occasion?

I settled down and forced my inner self to wait for something for a reason, I don't know, am I expecting someone?

I paused comprehending what had I just thought, then Ken's image flashed before my eyes. I blushed.

Of course, he's the one, who else?

I bowed my head laughing at myself for being at that state. Why does loving Ken becaming hard now? Or— wait a sec. Stell, what the hell??

I slapped myself hard, thus making it emit a red mark on my face.

I do love him, I really do but why does it takes my patience to continue loving him..

I think I just wanna disappear from the face of the world from thinking just that. He did nothing wrong but to protect and yet here I am complaining..

I furrowed, laughing bitterly as I swirl the spoon in motion.., I guess I lost my appetite..