My heart aches and my stomach hurts just thinking about you leaving me
you never said you hated me
but I still feel like you do
you never told me that you don't want to be with me
but I still think it has to be true
my thoughts spread to my heart
causing it to ache
my stomach hurts
I feel nauseated
I can't eat
I can't sleep
All I think about is you
You leaving me
I don't remember you giving me a reason to doubt you
but I feel anxious
you don't text me
not nearly as much as you used to
I am not trying to be
clingy
or needy
or invasive
I miss you
you go to sleep without saying "good night"
and it hurts
not even an "I love you"
it hurts so bad that I am not
the first thing that comes to mind
in the morning or at night
maybe I am obsessed
perhaps I am a fool
maybe it's all in my head?
I don't know what to say
or who to talk to
But I feel anxious
I feel sick
I can't eat
I can't sleep
maybe I am overthinking this?
but you don't text me
or call me like you used to
you can sleep without saying good night?
my brain says he's just tired
my heart wants it to be fine
my stomach says it is time to say "goodbye"
but I don't want to
