Sweet Surrender Larry/Elounor

Ch. 6

.dedicated to : rosalvahuerta cuz she's such a Babe for making this cover
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HARRY

The concert in Vancouver was a success, I thought hurrying to the toilet to release some stress. Ugh not that kind of stress, get your head out of your gutter!

Louis is a tolerable bitch again, it feels like since Zayn left he has become so much more fun. He started to slowly go back to his bubbly 2011 self and joke around like before. The only difference is that he ignores me on occasions and acts like he doesn't even know I exist. But I can take it, I have been through worse, and those occasional smiles and fist bumps he gives me are the only things keeping me alive somehow.

You'd never think Harry Styles is being rejected, has been rejected and will never be getting married. The fact that America has allowed Gay marriage and equality is ruling over the country is a big achievement. I remember how the "Larry shippers" where rooting for me and Louis to come out the day it happened.

But they know nothing of the situation, this situation is like a room full of denial and hatred. Even if I don't feel any of those towards him, it seems like he does towards me. I would do anything to go back to those days where Louis acted like he knew me atleast.

There's a knock on the toilet door, cutting my thinking to an end.

"I need to wee!"

I chuckle to myself as Louis pounds on the door impatiently, sometimes he's just such a kid. "I'm just washing my hands," I say, flushing the toilet and start washing my hands. He immediately stops pounding on the door as I say that. Probably because he remembered that he's not supposed to acknowledge me..

Surprise there little pixie, I exist.

He backs away from the door quickly when I get out of the toilet and looks down. "Louis." I nod, and squeezed myself between his shoulder and the wall, but then I have enough and I say; "you know what Tomlinson? Let's talk."

And he looks at me like I'm some kind of animal he's never seen before and he furrows his eyebrows before answering me. "I need to use get he bathroom." He told me, quickly getting inside the toilet without a as much as a look behind his shoulder.

But I'm not done yet, I want him to know that I notice everything he is doing. Somehow I have had enough of him treating me like some gum stuck on his shoes. So I place myself on the ground beside the toilets door and start talking;

"I just want to know why you treat me like this Louis. I thought we had a friendship that would never die. Once in my life it felt like even more than friendship. And it hurts so much seeing
how you ignore me and treat me like dirt. What have I done? Please tell me what I did Lou please I can't even breath properly when I'm beside you! It feels like a apart of me has been ripped away from me."

I hear the water come to a stop when I also stop talking, maybe he didn't hear me. Maybe he did hear me but he decided to not listen. "Louis please let's just get over this, tell me we'll talk and everything will go back to how it was four years ago." I say with my voice close to breaking and my heart had already broken with the first words I said to him tonight.

But do you know what pushed me over all the mountains in the world? What killed me with all the weapons in the world and also dragged me across hell and back? The fact that he came out of that toilet, all good and not bothered at all by me sitting on the ground with my head in my knees.

He said my name like I said his when I nodded at him, and he sounds so unbothered. "Harry." He said, looking up from my knees I could see that he wasn't facing me, but he at least acknowledged me. And for now maybe that is better than him ignoring me.