Ch.5

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AAH LOOK AT LOUIIISSS
IM WEAK AT MY KNEES
MY CHILD WAS SO BEAUTIFUL

Okay sorry U shall read
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There was a time when a day like this was considered to never happen, Harry never thought that he would have to sit and comfort a crying Liam. Nor did he ever believe that Liam could ever become so out of control, the boy who always seemed to have everything in order was now slowly breaking apart.

Liam hadn't showered for three weeks, and Harry could smell that. He hardly left his hotel room and it was not something that Liam would ever do, but right now it seems like he is experiencing both heartbreak and another feeling that he can't put his finger on. It is poisoning his insides and slowly tearing all of his skin off.

It might be love, that he is feeling. A love that was ignored by the carriers and set to burn vaguely in a small room whithout oxygen. And sometimes he wonders if they would love properly if they weren't two famous people, would they be loved just the way that they wished since they were children?

Harry hears footsteps outside of Liam's room, and just by the skipping and that small thud at the end of every step he knew that it was Louis. Liam wipes the tears off of his face and straightens his shirt, a small knocking was heard and two seconds later Louis opens the door.

"Hey lads, I have food with me if you want?" He started, his eyes squinting a bit. He needed his glasses but he never wore them because apparently his face looks "too round" with them. Louis opened a box of pizza and the smell hit Harry hard. He was hungry, haven't been eating for the whole day and it was already noon.

Louis eyed Harry worriedly, he was implying that he was fine, and he has taken this responsibility that was beyond himself. Louis knew that Harry was sad because Zayn left, but he tried to look like a big boy, it was cute, but the whole facade will end very badly. Either Harry will bottle up his feelings and break, or he will shut himself off from the rest of the boys. And they had no time for another band member shutting off and leaving.

"I would need some of that," Harry said with his deep and raspy voice. And Louis reacted fast, going beside Harry immediately and giving him a slice. Harry murmured a thanks and ate the pizza silently.

"Are u feeling good Liam?" Louis asked cocking an eyebrow towards his loved friend.
"I could have been better," he stated, "I just feel really bad that he left you know?"

Harry looked up abruptly, almost choking on the pizza, "what?" No he didn't, "This has nothing to do with you. Li you did everything you could do to prevent this happening, none of this drama is your fault." Harry waved around with his hands, the slice of pizza almost falling out of his hand. And he looked at Louis for some moral support, even if they haven't been on good terms lately. Louis locked eyes with Harry and he couldn't look away, it was almost as if he was looking at all the mistakes he's done and they were all present in Harry's eyes as if they happened yesterday. Louis swallowed the lump of guilt in his throat, and it placed itself heavily in his stomach.

"Liam please don't beat yourself for this, we couldn't do anything about it. You know how Zayn is," And it was true, nobody could do anything about Zayn leaving. "If he decides to do something then it happens, whatever the circumstances." Louis said stepping away from Harry's side to Liam's, and Liam put his arms up for Louis, and the latter placed his petite body beneath Liam's outstretched arms hugging him tightly to his chest.

"We need to stay strong for our fans, for our girls." Harry said sniffling a bit. "We will make it through this as a smashing group. Even if Zayn took the albums name too litteraly.

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"Are you seriously going to wear that Louis?" Liam asked laughing at how Louis was dressed.
Harry actually thought he looked good, but then again when does Harry ever think Louis doesn't look good?

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