𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑹𝒊𝒔𝒆 𝑶𝒇 𝑳𝒂𝒅𝒚 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 ~ 𝑊𝑎𝑙𝑏𝑢𝑟𝑔𝑎 𝐵𝑙𝑎𝑐𝑘

chapter five (+18)

Intense. That's what Walburga remembers from this kiss. A kiss that lasts for many minutes and her heart is about to explode. She feels strangely good, as if all her problems have left her and no matter who did what, she soon finds herself on Sirius's lap. He is gentle, he places his hands where her back is immaculate.

"Walburga," he breathes, managing to detach himself from her lips. "We shouldn't, you're in shock."

She observes him and places her hand on his prickly cheek, which she gently caresses. She traces the line of his jaw then caresses his lip with her thumb. She smiles at him softly as he looks at her as if there was no one else in this world.

"Do you want to?" she asks. "To kiss me."

"I already told you, of course I want to," he replies. "Since I left you last night, I can't think about anything else. Thinking is much less dangerous than acting."

"Act tonight," she asks. "I couldn't think of anything else but you after the party. You were my first thought when I woke up. I would like you to be the last."

Sirius watches her and feels a shiver. She hypnotizes him, she cast a spell on him because he is dying to kiss her all night. It's forbidden. Dangerous, but what is life without adrenaline?

He then pulls her back against him and kisses her again. Walburga sighs, she pushes him slightly so that he is lying down and she gets on top of him, letting her hands run through his wheat-colored hair.

She feels his breathing increase as the intensity of this exchange increases. She has never felt anything like this, as if finding Sirius was the release she was waiting for.

"Walburga," Sirius tries again, barely detaching himself from her lips. "I'm just a man, please, I don't want to make you uncomfortable. If you continue I..."

A slight grunt cuts him off in his sentence. Walburga watches him, quite curious. She doesn't know anything about boys, but she easily understands what's going on when she feels this bulge in Sirius' pants.

"It's okay," she replies. "I'm not made of sugar. You said it yourself, I'm strong. I would like... I would like to be alive and when I'm in your presence, however short the moment may be, I feel free and I want to continue to feel that way."

"Your back...," he protests.

"Forget my back," Walburga asks. "If you want to share a moment with me, then continue, but I'll understand if that's not the case."

Sirius observes her then places his hands on her cheeks, caressing them while plunging his beautiful eyes into the deep black of hers. He shivers when she kisses his palm and he straightens up slightly so that he is close to her face.

"If I listened to myself, you would have been naked, lying on your bed a long time ago,'he says. "But I don't want to scare you, I want to take my time."

"I'm not afraid," she assures him. "I like your frankness. And I want to be naked, lying on this bed if you're the one who puts me there."

She has never made love. She has never felt the excitement. Not in a family like hers, it is a sin to think of a man who is not your husband. She notices this glint that passes in the Sirius eyes, a glint that makes her shiver.

Again, their lips touch, merge in a passionate exchange and gently, he removes this shirt that she is wearing, letting it fall on the floor. Sirius steps back, lets his eyes discover this pale skin, these round and firm breasts, this stomach and he feels his pants tighten even more.

"You are magnificent," he breathes. "Nothing and no one on this earth can match you."

"Is it stupid to tell you that I feel certain things for you?" Walburga breathes. "We met yesterday and yet, I feel like I've known you forever."