"What do you want?" I say as I'm slightly frustrated to be interrupted from thinking.
"A hello would be nice you know?" Ivan says to me pouting.
Ivan tends to make me go insane sometimes, I don't get him at all. But still, I really don't want to go against him at all...I don't want to die, I know Ivan would easily be able to beat me...I wish Alien Stage never existed at all. Mizi is missing, Sua is dead and I'm going to die next..
"Want to Hangout and do something while we can?" Ivan asks, his soothing voice makes me feel weird. How is he calm in a situation like this? Is he calm? What's wrong with him? What's wrong with me?
"Uhm sure I guess but we need to practice the song after because the round is going to be in a few days.."
"Perfect!" Ivan smiles at me as he says that to me. His smile...Why is he smiling? Does he know that he's going to win? Is he mocking me and softening me up so it's easier for him to win? I just want everything back to normal why do we have to die?
"Okay! Let's go then!" Ivan calmly says smiling.
"Where though?" I ask as I look in confusion at him.
"No idea!"
"Well you have to be a dumb idiot to say "Let's go" when not knowing where to go!" I say in anger and annoyance.
"Where is the fun in knowing where to go when you can let curiosity lead you!" Ivan happily chimed.
"They say curiosity killed the cat.." I mutter to Ivan...I hate to know that this is just a waste of time, because as soon as we both have to step onto the stage, we won't be all buddy buddy with each other. Ivan may be wearing a Façade right now...
Ivan Looks at me and then just hugs me
"WHAT GET OFF ME IVAN GET OFF" I yelp and I try to bite Ivan's arm so he can let me go but he doesn't. My face turns red from embarrassment and anger. Now I think about it, I haven't had a hug since I was a child, and that was from...Mizi.
Mizi...please be alive...
I feel limp, weak and tired. When was the last time I slept? Every time I try to sleep, round 5 replays over and over again in my head. Mizi may be dead and I had watched it...
Ivan's warmth floods through my body, it feels soothing, I can't help but slowly loose to sleep as I slowly drift away, I can feel myself being lay down on something soft but I'm too tired to open my eyes. So I give in to everything...
A voice then talks to me...
"You will be safe when you are with me, don't worry my b..."
I can't hear anything else now, I've finally fell into a deep sleep.
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A sorrowful end while my hallow emotions fulfilled
FanfictionHe knows the consequences to his actions...but yet a world without his black sorrow is not a world for him, it's a hell created by his own guilt and hatred for himself. He knows that his black sorrow may not be able to win Alien Stage, but he hopes...
