Is this what I really want to do? I knew it would eventually come to this moment where I was put in this situation...but no matter what happens, he will live. He looks so tired, it makes me heartbroken looking at him. His dull lifeless eyes staring at a drawing he made for the one person he idolizes, Mizi. No I'm not jealous of her, why would I be? Till Looks so mentally drained...He really did care and idolize Mizi for sure. She went missing after round 5 and I'm most certain that Till thinks that Mizi is dead. Round 6 is going to happen in a few days, so while I'm alive for now I must spend the rest of my days with Till! What if the plan goes wrong though? I highly doubt it would, from what I know, violence is prohibited in Alien Stage. Till may try to sacrifice himself before I do, he may just except fate from that. For Till, a world without Mizi is the end of the world, but I couldn't live a world without my black sorrow. And if my plan succeeds, Till will be against...Luka. Not to say that Till won't win but Luka isn't an easy opponent. For one, he's a favourite amongst the Aliens, he also was the last seasons winner for Alien Stage, but also for the fact he easily manipulated Mizi with trying to replicate Sua's moves as in the way she moves, and that he mocked Sua's death... I have a vague feeling he would ring both Mizi and me up and try to copy the way we both move. I don't and then do despise Luka, he's trying to survive like the most of us are.
I should go to Till now, every moment I think, the less time I'll have with Till...
I walk towards Till, I feel nervous but calm at the same time I don't even Know why I feel nervous, it's just Till. Maybe because I'm going to give him more depression? I don't know, I shouldn't think about it right now, just focus on Till.
I slowly walk behind him, then I caress my fingers on his shoulder very gently then I tap his shoulder twice before he swiftly turns around in confusion and Surprise. Then he faces me, his perfect face faces me. The urge to kiss him is there but I can hold it.
"What do you want?" Till muttered in a slight frustration and sadness.
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A sorrowful end while my hallow emotions fulfilled
FanfictionHe knows the consequences to his actions...but yet a world without his black sorrow is not a world for him, it's a hell created by his own guilt and hatred for himself. He knows that his black sorrow may not be able to win Alien Stage, but he hopes...
