See the funny thing about life is that it can change in any moment.
You can die in once moment.
You can get married in a moment.
You are born in a moment.
You can change in a moment.
And you can fall for somone in a moment.
But this moment wasnt like any of those. I had this feeling that wouldnt go away, somthing I hadn't felt in a long time. The feeling of being truley loved.
By every person who had stood in line for hours waiting to be able see me. By every person who had watch my lame videos from start to finish.
By every person who had been there from the start, or if they had just recently stumbled apon the videos that were complete and utter crap.
But in this moment non if that matter, what only mattered was telling them how much I appreciated them.
"I honestly can't thank every single one of you guys enough, it truley means the world to me that you guys are here today. I cant even express how much I admire each and everyone of you, for truley being yourself. I know that some of you may be struggling with things, but just know that everything gets better, because nothing can stay bad forever.
I know that some people might not seems to like you just because the quietest people have the loadest minds, or because you have a way of dealing with things different then others, or because you never take your ear buds out because music is your only escape. Or you read books because your scared that those are the only happily ever afters youll get. But those are the best kinds of people, the people you can talk to about anything, and everything, and the people you can truley be yourself around. In the end it doesnt matter if your different what matters is that you are yourself, inside and out. Because I know that I would rather somone hate me for who I am, than love me for who im not. And you guys are the reason I am myself, sure sometimes I feel like I shouldn't exist, or I hate the way i look, or I cant find one thing good about life, you guys help me through that. Youve helped me through every curve ball, every bad day because you are my purpose. You guys are the reason I woke up yesterday, the reason I woke today, and the reason I will wake up tomarrow."I saw tears in their beautiful faces, as a few streamed down my cheeks.
"I will never stop thanking you."
I looked back stage as somone pointed at their watch, telling me my time was up
"I could honestly talk to you guys for eternity but I do have to go, but if you do want to come say hi, I will be at my booth later today"
"I hope you guys injoy Vidcon 2015, I love you and ill see you all very soon."
And with that I unplugged my guitar and walked off the stage that I would always rember.My heart pounded and the butterflies filled my stomach. My cheeks hurt from smile, but it was all worth it, everything was.
I got here today because of these beautiful people.
Im alive because of them.
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They made me wait backstage so I wouldnt get mobbed, but I dont think any of them would do that.
I'd been walking outside for awhile. Alone.
I just wanted piece and quite.
They sounds of their crys and screams filled my ears as I rember the last hour.
I cant believe im here. Not just here at vidcon but on earth.
Everything right now is just to crazy for me to comprehend, yet it feels as if it didnt happen. It doesnt feel like I was on thay stage, and all their eyes were on me.
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